https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january daily 0.75 2018-01-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1548452369803-HEEFX86TYEBHU9JLCYLO/january-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg January https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514691945559-DF5XXACGRXFDIGPRB0D5/kurt-cn-tower-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 1 Looking down on the city. CN Tower, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514691967721-4B3ZOHZVADASYR8BK1AW/view-cn-tower-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 1 Northeast side of the city. CN Tower, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514692013474-VLFLU360QAVU9UEGGNC2/kurt-view-cn-tower-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 1 A long way down! CN Tower, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517443468413-8CX4TI27IU91I43AH0V3/tiff-bell-lightbox-warhol-kurt-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 1 Smiling at someone special. TIFF Bell Lightbox, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514918006590-HFC0HF9SMNL9CGTNJHYC/kurt-niagara-falls-view-january-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 It was freezing. Niagara Falls, Canada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514917559279-4AEX4D1WB76CRDWBOJPW/danger-sign-niagara-falls-ontario-canada-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 A sign. Niagara Falls, Canada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514917632166-5EADABBX0UCNDJFFKJYQ/kurt-view-niagara-falls-canada-horseshoe-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 It’s me! Niagara Falls, Canada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514917600992-LJW66K0B9TC3LVSU1ZDY/niagara-falls-horseshoe-falls-canada-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 Horseshoe Falls. Niagara Falls, Canada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514917673285-PWP135MOXTJMJ3ED8UAZ/kurt-phone-niagara-falls-canada-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 Really interested. Niagara Falls, Canada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514917696903-TOQKUSMMLUNUXJ84VTT5/prince-wales-hotel-niagara-lake-menu-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 2 Dinner at Prince of Wales Hotel. Niagara-on-the-Lake, Canada https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514921979090-XI3IVYWCS4NUSTFSIFZS/toronto-beaches-lake-ontario-canada-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 3 Making our way to the water. The Beaches, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514922018666-58Y6L6VSI19D0XYIF63S/kurt-toronto-beaches-lake-ontario-canada-rayban-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 3 Trying not to fall. The Beaches, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514922076287-FJGA7ESXI3P616Z3LF91/toronto-beaches-lake-ontario-canada-january-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 3 Downtown skyline. The Beaches, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514922138393-2LPPQLFXO02MYEX18PCN/toronto-beaches-lake-ontario-canada-shadows-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 3 Shadows on the rocks. The Beaches, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1514922183320-67B3WUOXB1HD4B6ONEOD/toronto-gardiner-downtown-dvp-canada-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 3 Driving. The Gardiner, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138323189-JAMF87ODNZKHI9PU1V7J/kurt-gym-locker-room-selfie-body-dysmorphia-progress-sleepless-solitide.jpg January - January 5 Keeping my mind occupied. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138343314-D6UNUIHWBOY2DG16HO87/kurt-gym-locker-room-selfie-body-dysmorphia-sleepless-solitide.jpg January - January 5 The first time I’ve ever taken a picture like this at the gym. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138353831-LNY9LA9SZZE1D9109AF8/kurt-bath-bathtub-toronto-snapchat-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 5 Bathtime. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515506320726-23KG2OVQY7K0JEO1RDF1/gym-selfie-toronto-locker-room-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 9 The “rare gym picture.” Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515099792771-VNJXSF40TQVAHWHWBAY0/mariah-carey-moments-party-gladstone-hotel-toronto-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 9 The resulting draft of the Mariah Carey event poster I worked on tonight. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515181730380-STEHBOGQZG8M43XRL5D1/image-asset.jpeg January - January 11 David Bowie died yesterday. Logan was a huge fan, so I sent this photo to him in hope that it would make him talk to me. It didn’t work. Royal Cinema, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515181744267-QJDL3MZBJJPZMHUU6MD5/image-asset.jpeg January - January 11 The incident. Queen's Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515181756473-MP2A4O2GGASFNQHGI5TW/image-asset.jpeg January - January 11 Mostly just a lot of scratches. Queen's Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515181766723-11HRRW7ITCSZOP5YJ9SX/image-asset.jpeg January - January 11 My baby got her ass kicked. Queen's Park, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515629641688-S5A7T3SH4G27R7QB9CRU/ford-focus-wheel-damage-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 12 Whenever something happens with a car I’m driving, my immediate reaction is to take as many pictures as I can. As if I’m going to need them later in court or something. I know absolutely nothing about cars. Scarborough, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515629741180-GY70N1787NIX9S23CKY9/ford-focus-side-mirror-damage-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 12 Whoopsie! Scarborough, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515629808545-YP1TY24CO0Y1H45S1HQH/ford-focus-passenger-wheel-damage-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg.jpg January - January 12 “We're going to buff that out.” Scarborough, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138475793-W1D0N4KRHHF9NLGJIQA9/gym-photo-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 12 Another gym picture. For the first time in my life, I’m starting to accept the body I see in the mirror. Pictures like these are simply a way to document my personal progress. I had no intention of sending them to anyone. Gym, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138668800-69L6U710WDLUBTBG23TJ/ford-focus-fixed-mirror-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 14 More car pictures. I swear one day I’m going to need all of these. Scarborough, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138683896-BZ65F4QT87JYWN5TQE6P/weekly-voice-toronto-star-newspaper-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 14 A newspaper article I noticed while waiting for my car. “I let my motor mouth get the better of me.” That makes two of us, Sonam. Scarborough, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515700773300-9K75G97GRAHYU87I669G/toronto-condo-gym-cleaning-lady-exercise-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 15 I see this custodian every day at the gym. It’s usually just the two of us during the morning hours. We’ve never talked, but I enjoy our routine exchange of smiles. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515700788318-YQST3PJ3VTEVVOELE516/mariah-carey-nick-cannon-easter-moment-gladstone-hotel-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 15 The front draft of the Valentine’s Day card/invitation I’ll be sending out as promo for the Mariah Carey party. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515699921162-2RQHMQ0J3EK7MCY7FEZX/mariah-carey-moments-party-gladstone-327-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 15 Backside draft of the Valentine’s Day card/invitation. Everybody loves snail mail, right? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515699943530-82H929CVEN5GB9KHA24S/mariah-carey-moments-party-coming-soon-header-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 15 Yet another draft of MOMENTS media. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138749589-SQX7P2LSYH42UFVTYG7X/free-condoms-toronto-apartment-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 15 “Take one, two or should I dare say three? Enjoy the week-end and always be safe!! Your friend, ” I noticed this take-out bowl full of condoms in my apartment entrance tonight. The pros of living in the Gay Village, I suppose. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138809753-NWOAV8NOB5FAJQC7MEB2/black-mirror-gym-selfie-kurt-exercise-towel-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 16 The gym pictures continue. I began to realize that if I sent these photos to Logan, it would almost guarantee me a response. A desperate attempt at a chance to talk. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138825369-X6EEH155416N2WV256PF/kurt-toronto-winter-elevator-selfie-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 16 Typical ensemble for a trip to the gym. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138839433-X67XU40AKNST3Z0JGCGX/kurt-toronto-gym-elevator-winter-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 16 Without money for transit, I make the two-hour round trip to the gym every day by foot. I think I’m wearing about five layers in this photo. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515702503441-AE98KX4RTW9DQAJT0X31/donna-summer-macarthur-park-suite-iphone-music-disco-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 16 I’m still spending a lot of my time listening to disco music. I find it’s one of the few genres of music that, for the most part, doesn’t dwell on unrequited love or romantic failure. If it does, at least you can dance to it. “MacArthur Park Suite” by Donna Summer is one of my favorite songs of all time. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138864797-DY9QCYY4WG3ICL2YLSM9/legally-blonde-reese-witherspoon-wine-home-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 17 Legally Blonde is one of the greatest films ever made. A bowl of Miss Vickies chips and a glass of white wine are the perfect accompaniment. Family Room, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1515785621428-9S5P1L5UWPZL26WYI2E2/taylor-swift-party-toronto-adelaide-hall-facebook-mariah-carey-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 17 A friend sent me this tonight. It seems someone is trying to move in on my Mariah Carey event night. Fuck off, Swifties! https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138901676-YYWIFDED5THILMLMSRJ2/wet-floor-sign-toronto-condo-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 19 Time for a little side-story. I took this picture at the gym today and sent it to my mom. It’s an inside joke. For a few years growing up, my mother employed a Québécois cleaning lady named Amélie who was a bit of a mess. Amélie was an alcoholic, a drug addict, and had her daughter taken away by Child Services. She would also drunk dial our house at all hours, and leave five-minute rants on our answering machine in slurred Franglais. Amélie also had her driver’s license revoked, so my mom would take her to and from her Community Housing apartment on cleaning days. My mother, being the person she is, looked past all of that and figured stable employment might help Amélie get back on her feet. That, and the fact that Amélie was by far the best cleaning lady she had ever hired. Without fail, every time Amélie mopped the floor of our house, she would stand at the bottom of our staircase and scream, “WET FLOOOOAAAAARRRRR!” at the top of her lungs. Amélie is long gone, but my mom, brother, and I still laugh whenever we see a “Wet Floor” sign. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518138990870-86YH0845O8VNFP2SDL0A/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-nick-cannon-moments-easter-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 21 I printed out a sample of the Valentine’s Day card/invitation I’m planning on sending out for the Mariah Carey party. I love sending mail. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139004613-AQNDC4YH8DBQ4X2INX01/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-nick-cannon-moments-valentines-day-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 21 The backside of the same Valentine’s Day card/invitation sample. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516308486056-JSO7YEE2UXSEU9G9Q65S/ryerson-toronto-kurt-walk-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 22 My typical look as I brave the elements and walk home from the gym. Yonge Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516308501162-CJCB7CNO5VTEIDYLYAQ4/mariah-carey-engagement-james-packer-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 22 I woke up to the news of Mariah Carey’s engagement this morning. Meanwhile, I can’t even get a guy to text me back. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516308509492-4XDZB7J66D3GDV231F2N/mariah-carey-diamond-ring-engagement-james-packer-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 22 The closest I’m getting to this diamond is a goddamn Ring Pop. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139050523-58KJG9YOOU68QX30N4QB/toronto-january-winter-blue-sky-church-wellesley-village-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 23 This is the view from the only real window in my apartment. The other two smaller ones are frosted over with privacy screens from previous tenants. It’s still winter, but something about sunshine and a blue sky make life a lot brighter. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516311621595-R9IUETQ0Z4M6Z47AXC4Z/scarborough-toronto-birchmount-ford-focus-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 23 It’s such a rarity to see something other than a grey sky during a Toronto winter. This picture was taken while driving my mirrorless car to the auto body shop. Scarborough, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516319365857-X93HCFWMT0TVKJ3953QM/mariah-carey-i-dont-know-her-jennifer-lopez-boyfriend-sleepless-solitude.gif January - January 24 Mariah always knows just what to say. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516399590202-9E5J9A7J7WL4HKJ0WIJE/la-mar-anchor-artwork-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 26 I found this photo on Twitter today. It’s cover art for a song, which I’ve posted below, but I’m more interested in the artwork itself. It’s absolutely mesmerizing. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/27 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516486681997-HDYNVIIFBTMJ4O47XYHD/kurt-morning-bed-head-hair-clarity-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 27 I took this picture and sent it to Logan when he told me about the Carnegie Hall recital tickets he bought us. Excitement! Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516917930724-FOX1U9X77CIM2U0Q6IYF/how-to-cry-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 29 I found this somewhere online today. As if I need any instructions on how to cry. Come to think of it, I should probably add that skill set to my resume. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1516917944086-4D0MULUCFBA7ZL77D66W/mariah-carey-moments-gladstone-hotel-toronto-facebook-cover-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 29 The MOMENTS media I worked on tonight. At times like this, I’m grateful I have something like my event to help keep my mind occupied. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139105215-LCMYQW4GGRHIZ5U1ZN1Y/locker-room-selfie-gym-toronto-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 30 Another gym photo. Although I definitely benefit physically from my time in the gym, exercise means more to me than that. It’s an opportunity for me to clear my mind. As Elle Woods would say, “Exercise gives you endorphins. Endorphins make you happy. Happy people just don't shoot their husbands.” Gym, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/january/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139127283-Z3ZW543WLN0ET7E0ODUS/bridesmaid-gift-groomsman-bridesman-kurt-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg January - January 31 Kate gave all of her bridesmaids these cards/bracelets at brunch as a small thank you. The wedding is in September, so we’ve got a long way to go. I think it’s going to be a lot of fun, though. I’ve never been in a wedding party before, nor have I even been to that many weddings. Kate’s the first of my friends to get hitched, too, so it’s a milestone for both of us. Yorkdale Mall, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/journals daily 1.0 2020-05-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878184509-Q4EPFGZ9X61ZPART78M5/february-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878204849-73VRD7MD40NK80ZTJMPI/march-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878262871-PWFO6XTT0T303ON1IDI1/april-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878281705-AMBUBFHHGDFY6T0JLKN9/may-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525879827895-JQFKZC52VNJVMRHC0TW0/social-icon-blog-logo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527891704833-WIC3Q1LF2NMRNB03D0PU/june-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1530466291248-PZCCCPIV05WK4AU9ZHQC/july-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1533113965279-SR444PMRESF3ZS95SQL1/august-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535808127376-I7H72TRD8OAMHEZJRBC2/september-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538444866822-LFQEE7NJNNE4R9GJN1EZ/october-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541092138929-QRZUJ8T64BN9LATMTD3A/november-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543812029941-3KDUJKGSA2QR0W0KJD3Z/december-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1548452331814-1KSKS1OBXLJI85Z53PNU/january-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg Sleepless Solitude: The True-Life Journals of a Xanax'd Millennial https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february daily 0.75 2018-02-26 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878170673-NOO7N1WY176HGXO5AG8D/february-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg February https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517415593151-KCHYPGABA2NYA69ASGL3/mariah-carey-subway-megabus-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 1 A (mostly) accurate portrayal of me pon de MegaBus. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139405941-3EI2FGLJTLB4MSRNRMH9/abc-view-taping-new-york-city-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 You aren’t supposed to take photos during the taping, but I managed to snap a few before things got started. ABC Television Studios, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139417658-PV0OJUW5VB9D41FLHZWP/abc-view-taping-audience-nyc-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 Originally, I was at the very back of the audience on the right-hand side of this photo. Upgrade! ABC Television Studios, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139434607-Y5S7CNB9HQT4NKF7UG89/abc-view-audience-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 I told my aunt in California that I was going to be on The View today, and she sent me a couple of freeze-framed photos. It’s me! ABC Television Studios, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139444448-5XJOE1E4JFMV87NOV2AQ/whoopi-goldberg-abc-view-audience-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 Sadly, I don’t have any pictures of the legendary Miss Piggy. But, here’s me with Whoopi Goldberg! ABC Television Studios, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139455331-56YOVRYKSI5ALUPL9VKL/trader-joes-guacamole-love-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 I saw this sign at Trader Joe’s, then bought some avocados to bring back to Logan’s place. Good advertising. Trader Joe’s, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139468562-TQLFPXPNSMSGQOORWN1C/central-park-jacqueline-kennedy-onassis-reservoir-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 Halfway through my run around Central Park, I stopped to take some photos. It was so beautiful. Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis Reservoir, Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139483358-VVD5I4XNGDP766UQVWYS/central-park-new-york-city-run-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 There’s something so magical about New York City. Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis Reservoir, Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139495045-644HAEISSJP7ZVMAJX03/central-park-new-york-city-nyc-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 2 Trying to capture the moment. Central Park, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139564317-JBNXXIZRNRP1F5NXM62Y/new-york-city-upper-west-side-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 3 My bathroom mirror moment. Upper West Side, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139629873-RT1OLXUXTCNK8P6EM0C1/mariah-carey-moments-facebook-gladstone-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 3 I took a screenshot of my event’s Facebook page. It was pretty cool to finally show everyone what I’d been working on. Cool, but also nerve-racking. What if nobody comes? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139598687-HKDE7HDGNPJ3OBO546KT/carnegie-hall-cello-recital-nyc-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 3 I’m not sure if I was allowed to take photos, but my country bumpkin ass didn’t care. This was so amazing! Carnegie Hall, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139609477-9WJ0B2TL9X8OOAGG9IR9/carnegie-hall-cello-recital-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 3 I’d never been to something like this before. Seeing music played in front of me was so surreal. I was also stoned, so maybe that had something to do with my fascination. Carnegie Hall, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517447573688-ZDLTKORJKMMM69H7N98A/image-asset.gif February - February 4 Meeting Prince Charming at the ball. Fantasyland, Kurt’s Mind https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139806627-BS0KEP988ZEGRN19VZAO/lincoln-center-fountain-new-york-city-ballet-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 4 I wish I had a picture of the fountain, but I was a little preoccupied with my fairytale moment at the time. I snapped this picture as we were leaving the ballet. Lincoln Center for the Performing Arts, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139932977-W9HWZ938XA2C44TXD9TL/upper-west-side-new-york-city-snow-storm-blizzard-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 It snowed last night, so Logan and I woke up to some really pretty trees outside our window. Upper West Side, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139945510-IQSQXFK2H0TT4BYOTZIT/kurt-bedroom-bedhead-new-york-city-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 I took some selfies from bed and sent them to Logan while he was at work, trying to convince him to come home early. It didn’t work. Upper West Side, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139958095-XY1HQV5ICJ8ZNCCY7FTS/kurt-happy-upper-west-side-new-york-city-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 It’s such an incredible feeling waking up next to someone you like. It’s even better when you get to be intimate with them, too. P.S. – I cut my Adam’s apple while shaving my neck. Upper West Side, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518139987836-VU6JYN7NT0RYHNUSNM34/upper-west-side-running-nyc-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 Ready for my run. Upper West Side, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140014513-266E2IFR84LI258HY9DT/central-park-snow-storm-new-york-city-nyc-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 Isn’t this gorgeous? I hate winter, but this was so beautiful. Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140030482-ZBE4QC6AK85XO5XVTH4A/central-park-running-new-york-city-nyc-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 Another shot of the park from my run. Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140053843-2XRQKCVQJYLUWXVTJGED/overthinking-fantasizing-imagining-expecting-worrying-doubting-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 5 The Instagram algorithm was really trying it today. Nonetheless, I thought this was an interesting quote given my current situation. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140195422-NLF7ZEGJV5CCTJM9BEX1/new-york-city-chelsea-art-gallery-manhattan-kurt-painting-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 6 How long do I have to stare at this for it to make sense? Chelsea, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140208077-HUNIU1SR6ZXYDZ1S0SRV/new-york-city-art-gallery-painting-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 6 Something about this painting struck me. I think it’s the chaos. Chelsea, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140217790-84ECZCXDQQTE8FW8JQ0I/new-york-city-painting-art-gallery-war-peace-bedroom-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 6 Logan really liked this piece. It’s alright. It reminds me of our relationship, actually. I struggle with art and museums. If I don't “get” something, I often feel as though it’s because I’m not smart enough. Chelsea, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140226900-GSTD43AF6CBY25BJBD2V/new-york-city-chelsea-steps-high-line-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 6 The galleries were nice, but something as simple as this set of stairs was more evocative than anything I saw hanging on a wall today. This is so magical. I’m not sure the art I’m interested in is going to be found in a museum. Chelsea, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140240036-BE4FBW4J87ATH6BUC4RK/nightlife-new-york-city-greenwich-village-chelsea-manhattan-bars-cocktails-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 6 One of the many cocktails Logan and I shared this evening. Chelsea, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140313061-L2NRLRFJWY94QHQO82FF/new-york-city-escalator-underground-subway-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 7 Stairway to heaven, or to MegaBus hell? W 34th Street, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140324057-8TISPNUPTTY97065YN3K/megabus-new-york-city-toronto-bus-trip-travel-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 7 About to board my pumpkin coach bus. W 34th Street, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140335202-FEO84NGDRZDOEPBGO4QS/mariah-carey-moments-collage-photoshop-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 7 I made this during my 12-hour journey back to Toronto. It’s a moment! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140345494-W0JDNJW476X7U5B5PURK/kurt-logan-imessage-iphone-conversation-text-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 7 Part of an iMessage conversation I had with Logan once I returned to the homeland. Reciprocation is always nice. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140494916-9KZ12MJRYH6VOJKMOJ5N/mariah-carey-moment-migrane-hangry-cranky-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 A (mostly) accurate representation of me prior to my meal at In-N-Out Burger. A BIG mood. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140505604-RD86GDCHBNC3GHUJ9I8C/los-angeles-lax-burbank-glendale-california-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 California is my favorite place in the world. Look at that sky! Burbank, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140518850-S3MGKAL3RX6LIJLIK0YA/disneyland-resort-california-hotel-room-pixie-dust-headboard-castle-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 Enjoying a splash before dinner. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140534112-INGIIXRMX1PXVY0LJXPB/disneyland-resort-hotel-room-headboard-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 I sent these photos to Logan in an attempt to stimulate some sort of conversation, but I never got a response. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140546192-TQ6Y0MAM1HF2PWBOGJI8/disneyland-resort-hotel-room-costco-alcohol-trader-sams-tequila-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 The Costco booze haul for Vegas. Keep in mind this is for me and a group of seven women – but mostly me. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140561800-JVLE3PUFOAJGW1ODF5F9/disneyland-hotel-elevator-pixie-dust-tinkerbell-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 The Happiest Elevator on Earth. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140571429-XUZJ3Q6MPNKP8FL9QXOX/trader-sams-enchanted-tiki-bar-disneyland-resort-hotel-dinner-burger-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 8 Dinnertime. Trader Sam’s Enchanted Tiki Bar, Disneyland Hotel https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140723647-8DYA4QXVB7RTHOIR5Z9W/disneyland-california-adventure-lgbt-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 Ready for a day in the parks with my favorite Disney t-shirt! Disney California Adventure, Disneyland Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140754762-U9LCDPR2Z04JFU19R5CI/carthay-circle-restaurant-lunch-california-adventure-sleepless-solitiude.jpg February - February 9 Lunch selfie. Carthay Circle Restaurant, Disney California Adventure https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140733878-QXBP3JWJSH1HFH5S4MQ9/little-mermaid-ariel-under-sea-adventure-california-adventure-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 About to go “Under the Sea.” Disney California Adventure, Disneyland Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140743449-TG9UQFAG15KBSN4XETC1/ariel-animatronic-disney-california-adventure-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 My (blurry) girl! The Little Mermaid ~ Ariel's Undersea Adventure, Disney California Adventure https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518140773525-FFDBTE0X68C87AKTASMH/disneyland-hotel-resort-sorceror-hat-tinkerbell-california-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 Back to the hotel for some pool time. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517855180299-P23XNMFJHIFAKGXPN9II/disneyland-park-sleeping-beauty-castle-diamond-celebration-california-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 Spending some time in Fantasyland. Sleeping Beauty Castle, Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517854864223-H5TNRD4Y6KJG0J7FYRUK/disneyland-hoarder-mother-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 My mother “grocery shopping” at one of the counter service restaurants, hoarding creamers for her morning coffee. The same thing happens when she comes across Taco Bell hot sauce packets. Bengal Barbecue, Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517854881266-N1LTA63OL9PKQT2SABBI/fran-fine-nanny-sylvia-grandma-yetta-grindr-tinder-dating-app-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 9 This is one of my standard profile pictures for Grindr and Tinder. I like to think of it as a part of my vetting process. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860132048-VDJVUDOP9ZVMKLKXLZWU/disneyland-park-diamond-celebration-california-resort-train-railroad-entrance-mickey-mouse-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 “Here you leave today and enter the world of yesterday, tomorrow, and fantasy.” Disneyland Park, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517871645725-MK7ZJG5U5R0VJTXVV3RG/disneyland-park-sleeping-beauty-castle-february-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 Obligatory castle photo (feat. booty jorts). Main Street, U.S.A., Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860178482-CPCRKP2N4HNNNZ00LWSX/disneyland-park-california-sleeping-beauty-castle-diamond-celebration-60-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 It’s just so magical! Sleeping Beauty Castle, Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860192548-KA3DB1QOIS37J3NJ2RNG/disneyland-park-sleeping-beauty-castle-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 Not the best lighting – Mariah Carey would not be impressed – but here’s me and my jorts again. Sleeping Beauty Castle, Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860217718-NWQD7MXAOJJUKRAD54NB/disneyland-park-california-adventure-palm-trees-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 My absolute favorite. Palm trees make everything better. Disneyland Resort, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517959226558-5IDIKTX5JQ0J6PSVNO8G/mariah-carey-rollercoaster-nick-cannon-santa-monica-california-pier-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 Genuine imagery of me pon de rollercoaster. Disney California Adventure, Disneyland Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860235984-KKBX6YLE4HI1RRI0SUNA/disneyland-park-fireworks-main-street-usa-fantasy-magic-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 My photography skills are pretty dismal, but here’s a fireworks shot. Main Street, U.S.A., Disneyland Park https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860252795-6PP4FJAVCKL9KE0AGY73/disneyland-hotel-resort-room-fireworks-headboard-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 “A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep.” Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1517860269672-U7M31CFJUNJRPQTX18EI/mariah-carey-valentines-day-moment-card-toronto-gladstone-hotel-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 10 One of my friends in Toronto sent me this tonight. Looks like my MOMENTS Valentine’s Day cards/invitations are being delivered successfully. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021216151-ENYQVES13S2FLQFFMR37/disneyland-hotel-resort-anaheim-california-february-bathrobe-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 Whenever I stay in a hotel room with bathrobes, I take full advantage. Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518020932935-ZITEAAZNGAM1SFGV4RW9/disneyland-hotel-room-resort-anaheim-california-february-mirror-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 Packed up and ready to go. Next stop: Las Vegas! Disneyland Hotel, Anaheim, California https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518020968086-6S6JALF7LJH2UBCSFALH/aria-las-vegas-chinese-new-year-february-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 Wandering through the ARIA hotel with the group, which was decorated for Chinese New Year. ARIA Resort & Casino, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518020984520-OL6VMPFYYUNRA71WZGT1/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-las-vegas-strip-caesars-palace-colosseum-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 I believe this is the definition of “having a moment.” Planet Hollywood, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518020998674-GUL0HA1T0O15ZKPCMH8Z/grindr-profile-mariah-carey-gay-lgbt-online-dating-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 After Logan’s bullshit this morning, I logged back onto Grindr. I also decided to update my profile picture to something a little more Vegas-appropriate. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021010259-5D7ZZIA81KJKM5QU1OIY/grindr-chat-mariah-carey-conversation-gay-lgbt-online-dating-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 The profile update seemed to work. I also never miss an opportunity for self-promotion. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021028456-8EUB30Q3KYAH464WLLKD/paris-hotel-las-vegas-eiffel-tower-tour-nevada-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 This is me trying to be artistic. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021040204-S65X78ZPYVEBE8EAUP3D/fat-tuesday-locations-las-vegas-strip-nevada-slushie-alcohol-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 I wish I got a picture with my new Vegas friends, but this is all I got. Well, it’s all Mom got. She took a picture of the couple’s Fat Tuesday mug so we’d never be lost again. The Strip, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021055019-2MXJ2BRLX62R440C8AGQ/mariah-carey-las-vegas-infinity-caesars-palace-number-ones-strip-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 Approaching Mecca. Caesars Palace, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021073861-FSL9HJXV3AJSCLAKDYPL/dolly-parton-las-vegas-slot-machine-gamble-nevada-caesars-palace-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 I rarely gamble anything more than a penny, so when there was a 1¢ Dolly Parton machine, I seized my moment. Caesars Palace, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518021089200-J7SIOQXXIYSOEKJM0JB7/mariah-carey-las-vegas-infinity-caesars-palace-number-ones-store-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 11 As bad as my photography skills are, they’re nothing compared to my mom’s. I'm consistently reduced to a shadow in every photo she takes of me. Nonetheless, here I am with my Fat Tuesday slushie, giving my best drunken diva pose in front of the Mariah Carey store. Note the sales associate in the background locking the doors. Colosseum, Caesars Palace https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518025923832-0E6EC46C0KX4UDPL1YDI/las-vegas-drunk-blackout-millennial-paris-hotel-strip-elevator-alcoholic-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 The first photo from last night I discovered on my phone this morning. This is what fucked up looks like. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518025946684-5N8TKN20TH97E76I54Y1/blackout-drunk-las-vegas-bathroom-restroom-washroom-toilet-naked-nude-drunk-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 The second photo from last night that I discovered on my phone this morning. This is what really fucked up looks like. It’s also how I see myself whenever I look in the mirror – regardless of inebriation. Disgusting. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026010697-MJFEWBP60NOL3P8IIEXO/mariah-carey-moments-festive-gladstone-party-toronto-screenshot-iphone-event-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 This morning I also discovered that the Gladstone Hotel added a feature page for my event on their website. The spelling errors were offensive on every level. Maria? Seriously? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026039042-VRM23DZ4FGQLNBRB8AEQ/las-vegas-strip-caesars-palace-mariah-carey-colosseum-infinity-2016-february-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 My Queen on display. The Strip, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026066422-VBLMIJ7X2PEBYNIF8CRQ/las-vegas-restroom-bathroom-washroom-mirror-selfie-hungover-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 A bathroom selfie taken en route to brunch. Harrah’s Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026051819-RDG96LGHEEJX7HMCQLPT/las-vegas-bouchon-venetian-brunch-hungover-drunk-vacation-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 Post-brunch. This pretty much sums up my day. Venetian Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026029381-EHDOPEWV5OPNP2L50Q0M/venetian-bouchon-brunch-restroom-bathroom-washroom-selfie-hungover-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 Another bathroom selfie, taken while hotel hopping with the group. Wynn Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026059249-DG6UDNIT1VWOVWT8V17W/las-vegas-bellagio-shopping-store-window-relationship-monkey-love-boy-problems-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 I saw this display in a store window at the Wynn. It’s the perfect representation of how I feel when trying to talk to Logan – a big fucking buffoon baboon. Wynn Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026079159-V6RI7ND56JDIWPYBAHBR/las-vegas-hungover-smile-escalator-wynn-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 “Smile, Kurty!” Wynn Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518026089021-LZBIMZH3A2AI3VBKLEZA/paris-hotel-casino-pool-las-vegas-nevada-february-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 12 Trying to be artsy again at the hotel pool. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518040839186-XWFFFO7P8PREJ9Y1Q3DY/marc-jacobs-latin-ring-gold-nemo-nisi-mors-nobody-except-death-shall-part-us-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 13 This is one of my favorite rings. It’s from Marc Jacobs and the engraving reads, “NEMO NISI MORS.” Roughly translated from Latin, it means, “No one but death shall part us.” I bought the same one for Natasha and Kate, and I think about them whenever I wear it. I also bought one for RX, but after things developed the way they did with him, I threw it down a sewer. Yardbird Southern Table & Bar, Venetian Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518040938291-U7J1CPAIU09R8FE7W3I5/mariah-carey-vegas-%231-to-infinity-concert-advertisement-mall-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 13 Seeing this ad in the mall was my cue to head over to Caesars Palace. Fashion Show, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518041004929-6RKVBZPTH2D6ATT7L1LE/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-always-be-my-baby-tshirt-store-caesars-vegas-colosseum-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 13 Option #1. Nothing like some retail therapy to momentarily curb your depression! Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, Colosseum, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518041025089-4CIQQN0H6640KRKSYGWU/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-tshirt-store-caesars-vegas-colosseum-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 13 Option #2. I love that friggin’ pose. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, Colosseum, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518041035209-421CCVS7AYL9L29OG3MQ/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-heartbreaker-tshirt-store-caesars-vegas-colosseum-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 13 Option #3. I decided to go with this one. It seemed fitting for the moment. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, Colosseum, Caesars Palace https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119615159-3CAYGWNTI9T2X7SK855C/paris-casino-hotel-las-vegas-pool-eiffel-tower-kurt-boy-band-hair-towel-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Having a poolside moment at the hotel. I hate this photo. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119624879-MSB5JUNL1A9KDR2BKTJU/paris-hotel-casino-pool-eiffel-tower-las-vegas-nevada-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Selfie by the pool. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119634048-DW1WRBCULPCD83ASZQ0C/paris-hotel-casino-pool-las-vegas-nevada-february-drunk-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Tequila and orange juice taking effect. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119737487-737PLH40J8FBFXQAK2H3/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-butterfly-shirt-outfit-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 My outfit for Mariah’s show tonight. Paris Las Vegas, Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119749214-NOS0Q1FFJVS48PATWP6R/las-vegas-nevada-dinner-casino-drunk-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 This photo is from some time around dinner, when things really began to take a turn for the worse. I don’t remember taking this. Las Vegas, Nevada https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119771519-EQHH0CQQKQGIMPH4QF1E/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-curtain-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Showtime. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119791562-1RL900FRXE4YES6ZECTH/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-audience-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Ashley took this photo of me before the show started. I don’t remember it happening. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119818681-6A6JPV311322VEYRBW7R/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-vision-love-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 “Vision of Love.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119830324-3MMH8DNBAA4YMRWCH340/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-honey-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 “Honey.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119867030-4EBRR454OHBGA264TPUD/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-heartbreaker-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 “Heartbreaker.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119881133-653SXEH9IP499LHPFSMD/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-finale-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Butterfly curtain call. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119894695-PX6EY7LG3IL45ZJD2744/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-kurt-confetti-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 Yet another photo that I don't remember being taken. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518119912875-XG4AZMWNBLRYTRARFFGI/paris-casino-las-vegas-nevada-slot-machine-winner-drunk-blackout-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 14 The last photo I have of the night. I don’t remember this one being taken either, but I can tell by my eyes that it was after I had stopped crying. Perhaps I should have banked that cashout for a therapy session. Paris Las Vegas Casino, Las Vegas, Nevada https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518120309889-PTPXXNDWNJVU2VWRGTL1/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-caesars-colosseum-las-vegas-nevada-show-concert-always-be-my-baby-close-up-audience-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 15 This was one of the photos Ashley sent me soon after I woke up this morning. By this point in the show (“Always Be My Baby”), I had completely blacked out. Knowing I missed out on such an incredible moment absolutely crushed me. My idol was five feet in front of me, and I don’t remember any of it. All because I couldn’t control my drinking. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-13 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518639130768-VUHK7SSI7XY5ENBY8USO/mariah-carey-nick-cannon-moments-easter-valentine-card-invitation-easter-gladstone-hotel-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 16 Another friend acknowledged their MOMENTS Valentine’s Day card/invitation, bringing the grand total to about 5 out of 40. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-14 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518642541847-Y5EVZS6YYN74QNOYPZW7/metro-grocery-candy-bulk-foods-sour-soother-keys-junk-food-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 17 I took this picture at the grocery store today and sent it to Logan. It was one of those silly inside jokes that you have with someone you’re dating. Or, in this case, not dating? I don’t know. Anyway, during each of our recent visits with one another, we ate a lot of candy. Newmarket, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1518642555352-Z8WVG2X7Z827K7UDX5VU/sour-keys-soothers-candy-junk-food-ford-focus-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 17 Perhaps photos like these aren’t even so much about the “inside joke” itself, but more of an attempt on my part to find any way to reach out to Logan. Like, “Hmm, what can I send to Logan that might get me a message back?” Given the amount of weight I’ve gained recently, locker room photos are a thing of the past. I’m sure the sour keys aren’t helping that situation, but it is what it is. Newmarket, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/18 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-14 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-14 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-14 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519060461575-KZTX07FLPR8Q43CM4N8Z/mariah-carey-moments-valentines-day-easter-invitation-card-toronto-gladstone-hotel-snapchat-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 22 Another friend received their MOMENTS invitation. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519061627895-FO04X0UO4F0VUDTFA8DG/kurt-selfie-driving-ford-focus-rayban-sunglasses-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 23 Pon de way downtown to claim my pogey. Don Valley Parkway, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519061646360-TQ95YFK1D54USB6H61GT/tabby-cat-tabitha-precious-baby-girl-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 23 It is my absolute joy and pleasure to introduce the love of my life: Princess Tabitha Petal Butternut Squash. But mostly, just Tabitha. This little kitty is my one and only. I love her so much. Here she is drinking from her dedicated crystal glass on the kitchen counter. Only the best for my baby girl! Kitchen, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519581028205-B1V8WF5I8UY7AQMLIFJC/canadian-toronto-winter-home-subdivision-house-snow-february-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 26 The view from my bedroom. A rare, sunny day amidst the gloom of February. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519581041659-PUJUZIMRLZ2OVDVPUE4G/janet-jackson-velvet-rope-catsuit-bdsm-icepick-nipple-ring-iphone-background-wallpaper-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 26 I’m not sure why, but I ended up with this screenshot of my iPhone from tonight. I love this picture of Janet Jackson. I have it framed and hanging above my bed at the Witch Cave. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519758522101-RZFRY04ITZ4WUHQLV6E1/kurt-selfie-steam-shower-sauna-gym-sleepless-solitude.jpg February - February 28 Shower time. Gym, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/february/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march daily 0.75 2018-03-12 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878227165-R8291788UKU5820MJ7UW/march-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg March https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519922208562-JXMIEBYAHZZHZ85MCFJM/kurt-steam-shower-sauna-selfie-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 1 I don’t know why I have so many of these photos. I think I was just bored. Gym, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519922221901-2B3TMLHS2SLI0P8SDZBV/kurt-steam-shower-sauna-selfie-nip-slip-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 1 Another one. Gym, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519922230708-899WDIBBWVND9SW8GQCB/kurt-bathroom-selfie-marc-jacobs-tank-top-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 1 Pow-Wow. Kurt’s Bathroom, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1519922247785-AR8K2HONVWH4J2LJ1EH1/kurt-bathroom-selfie-high-school-musical-troy-bolton-zac-efron-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 1 Another moment from tonight’s Pow-Wow. I had this High School Musical hoodie custom-made when I was 18. I love it. “Get’cha Head in the Game!” Kurt’s Bathroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520273669523-JLXBH96C71Y8YKYGCQ09/imessage-conversation-iphone-texting-2016-millennial-berlin-germany-relationship-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 5 The messages. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520273682072-S39EO6N91CL2ABH3CKVO/toronto-marijuana-pipe-weed-blazing-420-mary-jane-venice-beach-california-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 5 My first weed pipe officially bit the dust today. I bought it in Venice Beach, California in 2012 and named her “Romy & Michele.” She cracked a long time ago, hence the tape, but today her bowl shattered. Rest in peace, little angel. Thanks for the memories, and lack thereof. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520350571744-KMSVBRX5GAM08OUKXM5L/hungover-in-bed-morning-after-kurt-snapchat-drunk-iphone-selfie-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 6 Hungover. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520350752171-S9BFYBAPZZ12FI835LN8/mariah-carey-crybaby-rainbow-single-iphone-itunes-music-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 6 One of this morning’s musical samplings. I love this song. The second half of the track is basically just Mariah ad-libbing. I live for the vocals, and the lyrics definitely strike a chord. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520350725616-8MM97X1MMJKI24VUC956/toronto-hangover-disney-disneyland-space-mountain-peter-pan-flight-sunglasses-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 6 About to embark on a 45-minute walk to the gym. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520719086451-VMNFA2BE26RS0SB9FSEP/moments-toronto-mariah-carey-event-poster-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 10 The finalized copy of the MOMENTS event poster. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520892166727-XAKQR8UINV131T131R2L/toronto-apartment-mailbox-janet-jackson-family-values-event-church-wellesley-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 12 Someone must know that the Witch in Apartment 56 likes to get a little nasty. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520892183465-221E206K5FQ0I55B3XLB/mariah-carey-moments-toronto-gladstone-hotel-event-party-poster-church-street-wellesley-lgbt-village-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 12 Posing with my first MOMENTS poster. A very proud moment, indeed. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520892244157-HYJPWMBSD3FB6PQH0YGY/mariah-carey-moments-poster-toronto-queen-street-west-event-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 12 Another one! In hindsight, we should have stapled them higher. But, I didn’t want to be the asshole who covered up someone else’s poster. Queen Street West, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520892421247-CKDJGX7RJX8CN6V82ZLF/mariah-carey-thirsty-me-i-am-mariah-the-elusive-chanteuse-itunes-music-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 12 I told you I was thirsty. I love this song. It’s from one of my favorite Mariah albums, Me. I Am Mariah...The Elusive Chanteuse. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520960950891-ODGTFR9S5GN7ACI2DAII/et-moment-snapchat-toronto-apartment-kurt-witch-cave-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 Apparently, I had one final moment before bed last night. I found this on my phone this morning. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961357635-VU3IUVEEQ6CPTK5JLYXF/toronto-apartment-shark-taxidermy-snapchat-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 One of the many treasures I keep on the shelves above my bed. I got this little guy one summer while I was working in Florida. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961368633-6CCJT2UNPPD60I9EG4L3/donna-summer-bad-girls-snapchat-toronto-apartment-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 More treasures. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961385141-PZJD1O0S0UYHKXBGGKKK/donna-summer-bad-girls-snapchat-polaroid-past-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 My dad bought me a Spice Girls Polaroid “SpiceCam” when I was eight-years-old. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961414765-VNEYQMGD2SVGUAGW9LOE/donna-summer-bad-girls-snapchat-present-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 I love Donna Summer. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961447811-CMQYK74SBZ26LCXRGOPM/donna-summer-bad-girls-snapchat-future-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 This vinyl LP was my dad’s before I swiped it from his collection. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961464837-TGXJRU1X04U1NOT10Q85/toronto-apartment-aaliyah-snapchat-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 Listening to Aaliyah in bed. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961485723-H32WY8ZZ775HAG34VYNR/toronto-apartment-mirror-selfie-shirtless-snapchat-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 Finally, time for a shower. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1520961505225-SCD36TBXVPIT9W9IO76F/mirror-moment-toronto-apartment-church-wellesley-village-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 13 About to embark on my walk to the gym. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521229721492-CNU6NVAV7VQSYNOAFOKL/mariah-carey-one-sweet-day-iphone-safari-screenshot-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 16 I was researching potential ensembles for MOMENTS this afternoon. I think I’m going to go with this one. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521229796918-EJZ2FQQA5B0CMYGXHHK0/mariah-carey-one-sweet-day-album-cover-art-artwork-single-outfit-shorts-screenshot-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 16 Here’s a better shot. I love me some jorts and Converse! https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521326801218-69EY4UBMB75MT8TI7RI7/macbook-imessage-screenshot-conversation-continued-sleepless-solitude.png March - March 17 If Whitney Houston taught me anything, it was that you should always keep your receipts. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521398422609-NMJX4S303WKZ1TB4AQZS/david-pecaut-square-toronto-fashion-week-king-street-west-roy-thomson-hall-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 18 City skyline from the Toronto Fashion Week tent. David Pecaut Square, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521398436564-1A0W52MWABFACR3YTPVQ/toronto-fashion-week-mercedes-benz-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 18 Inside the Toronto Fashion Week tent. I’m that blonde blur in the middle of the photo, and there’s probably an Instagram influencer in the trunk of that Mercedes Benz. David Pecaut Square, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521398498433-1OQMMEV9YMHFN4VZ4621/toronto-karaoke-yonge-street-kurt-skull-dead-drink-alcohol-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 18 Making good use of my vodka carafe at karaoke. Yonge Street, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521481381058-5JLA0FDR50BK74V6ZAK0/image-asset.jpeg March - March 19 Phillip and I working on MOMENTS music from the couch. That’s part of my little bed nook across from us, and my bathroom is on the left. Phillip made me that “yalittlenasty” neon sign on the wall for my birthday last year. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521481404535-LPL7RPOKFEB6X16KK30I/toronto-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-apartment-studio-bachelor-bedroom-living-room-music-dj-computer-laptop-macbook-sleepless-solitude.jpg.jpg March - March 19 More MOMENTS music sequencing. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521481782513-OMUCTFYREV7LG54OBV2Y/dinner-toronto-restaurant-the-diner-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 19 Having a Smurf moment. I wish I could blame this photo on a bad filter choice, but the lighting at The Diner really is this dismal. The Diner, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521656510080-T5JO1A5PRA7AV7D17KKN/mariah-carey-cardboard-cutout-number-ones-album-post-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 21 Here she is! Who knew Mariah Carey was so tall? And skinny! This cutout is genius. The perfect photo opportunity for MOMENTS party guests. Niagara Falls, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521656615915-KZMPYQZ8O8FL3KBL2K7R/the-gladstone-hotel-event-main-space-meeting-toronto-moments-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 21 Touring the main event space with Mason. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521656787070-N3C67KAM7N1R748STPC9/the-gladstone-hotel-event-space-private-green-room-meeting-toronto-moments-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 21 This is the private green room space I’ll have during the night of the event. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521743385669-N0NASI5AJSOM5I5LUN50/pink-triangle-tattoo-toronto-millennial-lgbt-san-francisco-castro-street-moments-club-stamp-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 23 One of my errands today was picking up the MOMENTS event/club stamp I had custom-made at Staples. Pretty cool! The pink triangle on my wrist is a real tattoo. It’s my favorite of the six small tattoos I have scattered across my body, and was the first one I ever got. I had the triangle done in San Francisco’s Castro District in May 2012 – two years after I had come out, and the same day I broke up with RX. Toronto, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521743399407-SM5M5YGS8ZF3ZTSF7F5I/therapy-session-toronto-psychiatrist-shrink-wellness-mantra-cherished-life-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 23 First page of my Moira Nightingale notes. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1521743413525-3MB3HEZVWVCQTHOJTD4R/therapy-session-toronto-notes-psychiatrist-shrink-wellness-mantra-cherished-life-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 23 Second page of my Moira Nightingale notes. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522002128174-1LUXZ9NR8126LSWV8G02/mariah-carey-moments-party-invitation-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 25 Friends have been messaging me with their excitement about the party. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522002143122-QB0FO1G0AUEHAKQUZ7K2/how-to-dress-like-mariah-carey-snapchat-moments-toronto-party-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 25 It seems some friends are also looking to get extra festive. Excellent! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522002169277-XA1U3MRTFY4U5U2JZZ2T/gladstone-hotel-toronto-white-bedroom-room-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 25 I took this while drinking/talking with Hellacious in her hotel room after dinner. Never enough champagne, it seems. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522002180200-NJ3WEHI7XY2B85AAVK8E/gladstone-hotel-room-bedroom-love-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 25 ...and we love you! Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522002191656-NBCX1FCSNP6C2ZU53F5V/gladstone-hotel-bent-beauty-pageant-toronto-queer-queen-west-lgbt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 25 A photo from the back of tonight’s Bent Beauty Supreme event at the Gladstone Hotel. This is pretty much where Hellacious and I stayed for the 15-minutes we were in attendance. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522088237861-SKWV1MBZ9G9ZCLVXJM07/mariah-carey-moments-party-toronto-gladstone-hotel-kurt-kurty-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 26 A friend snapped this photo of me while I was fumbling over the microphone. I found the demonic red eyes very telling, as I was most definitely possessed by something tonight. Also, note the “One Sweet Day” ensemble. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522088284948-S1V17W78D9GMJHFXGHP6/mariah-carey-moments-party-toronto-gladstone-hotel-disposable-camera-we-belong-together-projection-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 26 This was part of the stage, which was also home to the projector screen. I had famous Mariah Carey clips and music videos playing on a continuous loop throughout the night. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522088256848-Y4D2F9OQKOBER8U63VJB/mariah-carey-moments-party-toronto-gladstone-hotel-candid-photos-decorations-90s-disposable-camera-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 26 One of the 94 candid “moments” photos Kate printed for me. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522088311905-QXI3IMUJ5IF4EGRKQ2QP/mariah-carey-moments-party-toronto-gladstone-hotel-kurt-kurty-loverboy-glitter-disposable-camera-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 26 Staying true to Mariah, I had a semi-costume change half-way through the event. This look was an homage to Mariah’s infamous breakdown moment on TRL (below). Oh, the irony. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522088298028-Y65DVAUW9NN9PJP81K6O/mariah-carey-moments-party-toronto-gladstone-hotel-candid-photos-decorations-90s-disposable-camera-luis-miguel-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 26 More moments. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522129251867-5VUEZ8FDVO5GY7LLKZUT/tabby-cat-tabitha-blind-toronto-ontario-spca-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 27 Getting in some animal therapy with my baby, as we both hid in the basement with the lights off. Tabitha got hit by a car ten years ago, and is blind in one eye. I love her so much. Basement, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522272973397-UXQW1W4SW8PZT402RSZ8/pottery-barn-knox-bronze-brass-task-floor-lamp-lighting-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 28 A stock photo of “The Lamp” that I had saved on my phone since December. Pottery Barn https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522351372856-AS6GEL1S3ZN5KSJW1Y89/toronto-cn-tower-entertainment-district-tourist-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 29 I took this after I parked the car downtown and was walking over to meet Bryan and his friends at the bar. There’s something about the CN Tower that makes me want to take a picture every time I pass by it. Sort of like when you’re in front of Cinderella Castle at Walt Disney World. CN Tower, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522426646321-2XAZT2AZVFZBHYCNMDAS/toronto-studio-apartment-kitchen-shoebox-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-guacamole-banana-bread-witch-cave-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 30 Some guacamole and banana bread (not to be eaten together). How domestic! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522426658860-WC7US23A44M1DIQL2LUB/toronto-studio-apartment-witch-cave-shoebox-tv-mariah-carey-butterfly-pottery-barn-floor-lamp-nanny-sleepless-solitude.jpg March - March 30 My new Pottery Barn lamp at the Witch Cave. There’s a lot going on in this photo. That’s a Mariah Carey vinyl in the bottom corner, some leftover MOMENTS posters on the table, The Nanny playing on the TV, and one of my most prized possessions hanging on the wall: Mariah’s 1997 Butterfly LP. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/march/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-15 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april daily 0.75 2018-04-11 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878248648-33B3VWLG8U785ZPRL9E4/april-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg April https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522535953813-46XEJRMYRUJ1CTA8U3CW/toronto-studio-apartment-kitchen-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-purple-tulips-flowers-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 1 The purple tulips Bryan gave me last night. I took this picture before I left the apartment for work at 6 a.m. this morning. Kitchen, Witch Cave https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522692023484-W4L4X6IPJ93OCASVFID5/nike-free-run-black-running-shoe-2016-ripped-exercise-gym-worn-out-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 2 I think it might be time for some new running shoes. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522691936795-5N6WC7SW56WULSPRM9JD/toronto-condo-kitchen-lighting-pre-drink-tank-top-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 2 This was from tonight’s pre-drink. I hate this photo so much. My face looks like the surface of the Moon. Stuart’s Condo, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522691951265-9PMB4AA4ZEC2YJ1DWR2U/elevator-lighting-toronto-condo-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 2 Last photo of the night. An elevator moment. Stuart’s Condo, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522869567504-PMHCCLCUR3P5AII06TD3/moments-toronto-mariah-carey-dance-party-loverboy-glitter-facebook-logo-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 4 This is the picture that Dylan commented on. It also features the MOMENTS logo that I added to all of the event photos. Gladstone Hotel, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704791257-EM397AQGM6X8VS8ESQWO/gym-exercise-selfie-iphone-basement-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 Workin’ on my fitness. Gym, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704843609-AS3H9NB7KQTSW9OSS04B/converse-high-top-shoe-sneaker-ripped-vintage-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 Time for some new kicks. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704895275-S2FA8JRZQPCV2ZOHNRG0/loblaws-ice-cream-sale-chocolate-chip-cookie-dough-toronto-maple-leaf-gardens-2-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 I knew my Panic Pills had messed me up when I found myself standing in the frozen desserts aisle, taking photos of the ice cream. Loblaws, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704911122-HUKSS4CTJD1DS2N9YQ92/loblaws-ice-cream-sale-chocolate-chip-cookie-dough-toronto-maple-leaf-gardens-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 I love a sale. Loblaws, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704924834-0WZ4SY9BGP2SUCZ99SJN/loblaws-ice-cream-sale-chocolate-chip-cookie-dough-toronto-maple-leaf-gardens-3-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 Time for this Dairy Queen to go home. Loblaws, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704511623-3248QFY7GNSI4OBIBTLD/abba-dancing-queen-iphone-itunes-gold-greatest-hits-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 I also had ABBA blaring through my headphones for most of the evening. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522704942414-GO8MBFSTILW26MWMKKX7/loblaws-grocery-store-plastic-bag-kurt-winter-jacket-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 5 Walking to the Witch Cave from the grocery store with my ice cream in tow. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/7 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522706191428-G69BSI4ZAZC59K5T97F7/janet-jackson-the-velvet-rope-iphone-screenshot-wallpaper-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 9 This is the only picture I have from tonight. A screenshot of my standard Janet Jackson / The Velvet Rope wallpaper. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522776036444-9LL8R6F0JRF4OMIGY6I8/mariah-carey-post-%231s-album-number-ones-toronto-studio-apartment-mirror-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 10 The Mariah Carey #1’s album cover photo. It should come as no surprise that I practice this pose in my mirror on a regular basis. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522708507250-UYJVNKLE25CQ83L5Z123/mariah-carey-%231s-album-cover-pose-1998-black-white-number-ones-greatest-hits-cover-art-artwork-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 10 #1’s - Mariah Carey https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522775907512-QY9SQXNK7OSLKZYIQ2ZM/mariah-carey-post-%231s-album-number-ones-toronto-studio-apartment-mirror-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 11 The “Mariah Carey” photo from yesterday, for reference. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522775917198-TEWQX3DYX0T2XS432C0C/mariah-carey-%231s-album-cover-pose-1998-black-white-number-ones-greatest-hits-cover-art-artwork-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 11 #1’s - Mariah Carey https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522775928250-S3JZXDU63683359T3600/hairspray-2007-edna-turnblad-john-travolta-halloween-costume-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 11 This is me at 17, dressed up for Halloween as Edna Turnblad (John Travolta) from 2007’s Hairspray. Newmarket, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522775980588-6OYNFO3NFX5ZTK24PEXX/bedtime-brush-teeth-toothbrush-sleep-selfie-iphone-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 11 Time for bed. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522776886125-W1RCGR2VFLJMYZ5K9QR5/sankofa-tattoo-janet-jackson-velvet-rope-toronto-ink-shop-needle-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 12 I’ve known Sid since 2013. He’s done most of my tattoos. Aurora, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522776822807-O0F9S09QMVRZVWGNY9HK/sankofa-tattoo-african-symbol-black-ink-fresh-toronto-tattoo-parlor-kurt-arm-forearm-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 12 Freshly inked. Along with the butterflies, which I did not take a picture of, I now have nine tattoos. Aurora, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522885054818-CDKGLPXLX2THKVPY8Y0V/basement-gym-exercise-yoga-running-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 17 Doing my thing. Gym, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522885605028-LWTUEY6OUXGBDP4WMA77/butterfly-tattoo-arm-tattoos-pink-blue-mariah-carey-moments-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 18 Leaving work. This is the first official shot of my new butterfly tattoos. Still puffy, but we’re getting there. Hopefully. Newmarket, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522886534328-81EKXRAHOE9275HA0VZ2/kurt-early-morning-breakfast-toast-with-butter-kitchen-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 19 Early morning breakfast. Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522886611345-VAH7ASM96C9FMSTRKUUN/toronto-queen-street-west-cn-tower-streetcar-ttc-downtown-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 19 Walking home. Queen Street West & Spadina Avenue, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522886680853-BT314QSL6J50Q46V5UVZ/presidents-choice-blender-kettle-toaster-appliances-toronto-maple-leaf-gardens-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 19 The kettle. Grocery Store, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522970991204-AQOHTSV3QIL8HYCKDB1D/toronto-harbourfront-centrer-power-plant-art-gallery-exhibition-installation-moths-butterflies-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 21 A lot of butterflies. Harbourfront Centre, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522971037857-SMCA43CJXQ37I3DQSYMX/toronto-harbourfront-centrer-power-plant-art-gallery-exhibition-installation-moths-butterflies-wall-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 21 Moths, really. Harbourfront Centre, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522971053733-GIDXDII6DZAM7PQP3K55/toronto-harbourfront-centrer-power-plant-art-gallery-exhibition-installation-thread-spinning-butterflies-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 21 Another installation. Harbourfront Centre, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1522971069306-WKH0UQDWS79DYQ5H92BO/toronto-harbourfront-centrer-power-plant-art-gallery-exhibition-installation-spinning-thread-spool-moths-butterflies-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 21 The smaller spools of thread were each attached to the larger one, which would spin slowly and grow larger as time went on. Harbourfront Centre, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523209544747-1247W9QVXCN4W5MKVKLK/toronto-bachelor-studio-apartment-church-wellesley-village-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 23 Good morning! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523209629427-P9IKE34MX5TIHV47VV5O/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-april-2016-sunny-cn-tower-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 23 The park! Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523390933481-1FVNRJMELEVTIXEI9IZI/mariah-carey-vinyl-LP-single-heartbreaker-fantasy-remix-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 24 The two Mariah Carey 12-inch singles that I picked up at Cosmo’s Records yesterday. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523390976372-25I2VQD5ZBB15SBM7TEB/toronto-bachelor-apartment-studio-shoebox-church-wellesley-village-witch-cave-cleaning-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 24 This is what it looks like when I clean my apartment, and am waiting for the floors to dry. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523391797271-TSU4F7HNW8SIM9KX59IF/walt-disney-world-magic-kingdom-june-2008-birthday-cinderella-castle-main-street-usa-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 25 My parents took me to Disney World for my 18th birthday, approximately 60lbs ago. Magic Kingdom, Walt Disney World Resort https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523392014584-W8MHFKQCPZZTATYHAJJ1/tabby-cat-tabitha-spca-sleeping-bed-bedroom-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 26 Good morning from Princess Tabitha. P.S. – I sleep on Dr. Seuss sheets. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/april/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393654737-DVQCI6N8JBTPTM6HJVTN/lululemon-gym-duffle-bag-backpack-destroyed-used-exercise-active-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 Saying goodbye to my old gym bag. The thing was falling apart. Gym, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393669046-ZG55FQS9T07W3JJOJQJ6/mariah-carey-loverboy-glitter-tshirt-trl-breakdown-shirt-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 The new “Loverboy” t-shirt I had made today. A little easier to wear than the giant purple one I had made for MOMENTS. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393688033-RKMONVK6M9DZS0O9YE85/toronto-bachelor-apartment-studio-shoebox-bathroom-mirror-selfie-kurt-hawaiian-shirt-peace-sign-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 Aloha! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393698287-CVWHBG4CEB64QVGLNG1W/toronto-bachelor-apartment-studio-shoebox-bathroom-mirror-selfie-kurt-hawaiian-shirt-peace-sign-smile-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 I love this shirt. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393730157-3MRX60PZX9WQ2YXTUDU7/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-smile-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 The girls got a little photo-happy at dinner tonight. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393745640-KY30HTESVDNW9J7A1GDG/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-side-eye-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 Another one. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393778092-L3808M8R4NL1LQMQGX95/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-focus-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 And another one. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393787882-RYP531GD8Q11VNMG70CN/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-shady-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 One more. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393833086-S4CNI1KGYG570O8TRHVK/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-thinking-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 They were really trying it. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1523393844904-QT1YTQ96E4Q9XPZJQ3BG/fonda-lola-toronto-queen-street-west-dinner-kurt-snapchat-smile-smirk-sleepless-solitude.jpg April - April 30 Oy. Fonda Lola, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august daily 0.75 2019-07-04 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1533113987397-DXT29S39GC4KZVH2VMJL/august-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526922973335-DEZ53T4MN2UPRWYKV809/1-family-doctor-visit-check-up-anxiety-depression-medication-prescription-waiting-bored-medical-office-room-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 3 Bored at the doctor’s office. Dr. Cohen’s Office, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526922985147-A1U9UWB9IQSMCZL2GEMX/2-family-doctor-visit-check-up-anxiety-depression-medication-prescription-waiting-bored-medical-office-room-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 3 When we were kids, my Mom used to steal Dr. Cohen’s tongue depressors while we waited so that she could do her at-home waxing. Dr. Cohen’s Office, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526922997231-1S3P4V4QQQ0YG4P42Y98/3-family-doctor-visit-check-up-anxiety-depression-medication-prescription-waiting-bored-medical-office-room-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 3 Loving this decor. Dr. Cohen’s Office, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526923007104-NAD5ARX5OSLIFHKNCAHO/4-family-doctor-visit-check-up-anxiety-depression-medication-prescription-waiting-bored-medical-office-room-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 3 Classic Dr. Cohen. Dr. Cohen’s Office, Newmarket https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526924054030-UIMO67BCGCE9DP3LNHCR/seven-7-cardinal-rules-for-life-poster-image-graphic-instagram-google-twitter-social-media-mental-health-self-help-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 4 I found this online today. I thought it made some very strong points. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526925157797-I642CI04T9K0HK3G8C2Y/toronto-transit-commission-ttc-wellesley-station-church-street-yonge-line-line-one-1-subway-rocket-underground-commute-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 5 My daily schlep to The Clubhouse. Wellesley Subway Station, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526938110111-STV6S7COKLBF9GIL1SBU/broken-tooth-chipped-cracked-missing-front-teeth-fall-damage-damaged-blackout-drinking-drunk-alcohol-accident-toronto-ossington-night-out-kurt-morning-after-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 6 The photo I sent to Mom this morning. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526939009951-QF4OOKVQ2GGA1Q8Q0O28/hanlans-hanlan%27s-point-toronto-nude-beach-august-summer-sand-sun-sunshine-tanning-kurt-broken-missing-tooth-bruised-face-blood-bloody-scab-selfie-injured-damaged-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 6 Pon de beach. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526938962501-PSU14K12Y70W6KHXMFIK/hanlans-hanlan%27s-point-toronto-nude-beach-august-summer-night-hillbilly-joke-mouthguard-retainer-kurt-broken-missing-tooth-bruised-face-blood-bloody-scab-selfie-injured-damaged-snapchat-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-sol.jpg August - August 6 A hillbilly moment. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941624188-EFGUREKK01LSK1LA0SIN/like-i-give-a-fuck-sandwich-girl-storybook-story-book-cover-fatty-eating-pinterest-tumblr-twitter-instagram-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 Very much my mood today. I love this picture. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941637491-RA190ZU19QLFY4SOOMB6/toronto-blue-jays-baseball-game-sports-summer-sky-dome-skydome-rogers-centre-stadium-field-family-birthday-outing-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 The only thing I know about baseball is that there’s no crying in it. SkyDome, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941673593-7UT1V66AMC3Z57CW4C85/toronto-blue-jays-baseball-game-sky-dome-skydome-rogers-centre-beer-can-tall-boy-alcohol-branded-logo-budweiser-canadian-game-summer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 Thirsty. SkyDome, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941699943-KKIM097YTFA1D9719MM3/toronto-blue-jays-baseball-game-toronto-summer-skydome-sky-dome-rogers-centre-sport-sports-snapchat-snap-chat-filter-take-me-out-to-the-ballgame-player-rosie-odonnell-a-league-of-their-own-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 A league of my own. SkyDome, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941683892-3ZKBSD760926CJW0B6DX/toronto-blue-jays-baseball-game-summer-sky-dome-skydome-rogers-centre-stadium-field-family-birthday-outing-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 Let’s go Blue Jays! SkyDome, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526941718419-20LOU6CMOZ4GX88MFT1G/broken-tooth-missing-teeth-capped-emergency-surgery-bonded-dentist-dental-work-fake-teeth-smile-selfie-bed-apartment-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 9 My new “teeth.” Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527089022823-E7PN15DZLSUA0DZNTXDI/toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-housing-bathroom-night-out-video-selfie-mediocre-drunk-drinking-nude-naked-kurt-snapchat-social-media-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 12 Post-burrito. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527090222677-XYG0UCK5O36DHYHQSZKX/harveys-harvey%27s-hamburger-hamburgers-burger-burgers-pickles-take-out-fast-food-to-go-car-canada-canadian-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 13 I love pickles. Harvey’s, Newmarket https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1557191697207-TFLN3X67ABQ8PUIVHCOO/the-store-retail-part-time-job-mall-employee-clock-punch-out-last-day-memories-art-picture-artwork-coloring-glitter-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 14 Some break room artwork of mine. The Store, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527091082532-HQRB1N789MSZG8Q8D23S/the-store-retail-part-time-job-mall-employee-clock-punch-out-last-day-screenshot-memories-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 14 My last official punch out. That’s a wrap! The Store, Newmarket https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527105658682-0Y43E98N4S05G3BP1NQ8/toronto-kijiji-the-go-gos-gogos-farewell-tour-concert-massey-hall-august-2016-summer-ticket-for-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 The moment everything changed. Kijiji https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527106618025-U3OB9B079CURKNJ842LY/9-ttc-subway-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-concert-live-performance-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Wellesley Subway Station, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527106682974-GRXBJW5ODD76VGAM12CN/14-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-bar-venue-merchandise-merch-table-concert-live-performance-pee-bathroom-restroom-washroom-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Massey Hall, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527106733165-JLJF82W305XK67FV7YSK/16-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-bar-venue-merchandise-merch-table-gemini-beers-beer-alcohol-concert-live-performance-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Massey Hall, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527107144800-FOJO6DXPAA7SLN1M9CKJ/28-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-bar-venue-seat-audience-front-row-concert-live-performance-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Massey Hall, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527107160631-5JYGM9E66475F8CMSNO2/29-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-bar-venue-seat-audience-front-row-concert-live-performance-guitar-pick-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Massey Hall, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527107174110-NC9E7GA0NLL117R0I43W/30-kurt-snapchat-selfie-go-gos-the-gogo%27s-farewell-tour-summer-2016-toronto-massey-hall-bar-venue-seat-audience-front-row-concert-live-performance-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 16 Massey Hall, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527109288710-EMEBILLKFVXHZPA293HJ/go-go%27s-the-go-go%27s-massey-hall-toronto-farewell-tour-concert-august-2016-summer-performance-finale-goodnight-audience-crowd-kurt-front-row-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 17 The Go-Go’s posted this on their Facebook account today. Massey Hall, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527109337090-F7BEIQV9MJMS3EZ3Q8DZ/go-go%27s-the-go-go%27s-massey-hall-toronto-farewell-tour-concert-august-2016-summer-performance-finale-goodnight-audience-crowd-kurt-zoom-front-row-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 17 I spy Kurty! Massey Hall, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527111579635-C4Q8MM51OS957VP0MU4O/new-york-city-hyatt-grand-central-station-hotel-room-robe-vacation-champagne-flute-alcohol-drinking-getting-ready-relaxing-kurt-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 18 Rested, and ready to drink. I had the hotel send me up a flute for the weekend. Hyatt Grand Central Station, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527113201943-Z08ZQBFFZ30MGYIRSRQD/new-york-city-manhattan-island-central-park-nature-trees-lake-summer-august-2016-water-boats-walking-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 19 Walking through the park. Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527113220230-H4UXNUOB82YH0ZTV966S/new-york-city-manhattan-island-central-park-nature-trees-beauty-lake-summer-august-2016-water-boats-walking-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 19 Pretty. Central Park, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527113506665-4985NTE6A496HNCH12N5/new-york-city-manhattan-island-central-park-nature-trees-lake-summer-august-2016-water-boats-walking-vacation-holiday-photo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 19 There’s something very enchanting about Manhattan. Central Park, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118516681-K5F4R1AK7PSASVPJ1S0J/fire-island-pines-train-transit-sayville-ferry-subway-drinking-champagne-new-york-city-manhattan-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 En route to Fire Island! Long Island, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118724642-SKP4REJF2QFOBD8CMZD0/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-summer-august-2016-beach-sand-sun-ocean-water-umbrellas-fence-waterfront-vacation-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 We have arrived. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118749138-30TTPV1P6O94GXK96J39/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-summer-august-2016-beach-sand-sun-ocean-water-umbrellas-fence-waterfront-beachfront-vacation-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Isn’t it beautiful? Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118770135-AYJIWHASI69X1PEPPG1Z/fire-island-pines-beach-sand-summer-new-york-state-ocean-august-2016-sun-umbrella-kurt-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Enjoying the sand. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118903887-9PDJTHY6WY06RKLE4514/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-summer-august-2016-beach-sand-sun-ocean-water-umbrellas-fence-waterfront-beachfront-vacation-kurt-drinking-champagne-flute-shoes-bag-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Leaving for the house party. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118940779-5OU29SV1YIPQ20W4052A/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-house-party-stonewall-foundation-vodka-alcohol-drinking-pool-open-bar-ecstasy-drugs-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 The party. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118959926-LU7RZPK1DGTGNN3MWEFM/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-house-party-stonewall-foundation-vodka-alcohol-drinking-pool-open-bar-ecstasy-drugs-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-kurt-killer-whale-orca-float-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Kurt & Shamu. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527118974386-X1E3KP8J3KYMFIRP506D/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-house-party-stonewall-foundation-vodka-alcohol-drugs-drinking-pool-open-bar-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-crowd-resort-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Having a whale of a time. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527119012595-L92KHA45D1QALGN6KFSL/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-house-party-stonewall-foundation-vodka-alcohol-drugs-drinking-pool-open-bar-floats-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 I have no idea who these people are. Who’s that on Shamu, though? Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527119024783-8MQQPJJ4RQJT7XIU07ZX/fire-island-pines-new-york-state-house-party-stonewall-foundation-vodka-alcohol-drugs-drinking-pool-open-bar-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Where’s Kurty? Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527119085204-QQ2VXAIW3LGAEV33IM1Y/hyatt-grand-central-station-new-york-city-manhattan-fire-island-pines-hotel-room-robin-byrd-t-shirt-porn-star-ecstasy-drugs-alcohol-blackout-drunk-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 20 Back at the hotel with my new t-shirt – and nothing else. Hyatt Grand Central Station, New York https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120348714-FIOI2RDWIZDU29HLTFCX/hyatt-grand-central-station-new-york-city-manhattan-fire-island-pines-hotel-room-robin-byrd-t-shirt-porn-star-ecstasy-drugs-alcohol-blackout-drunk-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 A photo from last night, featuring my Robin Byrd t-shirt. Hyatt Grand Central Station, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120401175-2AQS9EYTJ8J8OIS849E1/robin-byrd-photo-porn-star-television-tv-star-personality-hot-mess-fire-island-pines-fip-new-york-city-state-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 “Robin Byrd is an American former pornographic actress and the host of The Robin Byrd Show, which has appeared on Leased access cable television in New York City since 1977.” https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120419445-LDE9LD6G79W0UB7C6GA9/fire-island-pines-new-york-beach-ocean-waterfront-beachfront-sand-sun-summer-august-2016-blackout-drugs-alcohol-estacy-google-maps-view-map-share-houses-wizard-of-fip-vacation-disposable-camera-photo-nyc-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 Map of Fire Island Pines. “58 Bay Walk” was the location of The Stonewall Foundation party. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120952674-6PLU86DO1JU4OS1JQLX7/disposable-camera-new-york-city-kodak-moment-subway-night-out-manhattan-vacation-holiday-trip-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 This is from our first night, when I met Andy Samberg. Midtown, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120635610-KUQ79VTSTAEXOEPMO7TU/fire-island-pines-new-york-beach-ocean-waterfront-beachfront-sand-sun-summer-august-2016-blackout-drugs-alcohol-estacy-canada-wizard-of-fip-vacation-disposable-camera-photo-nyc-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 Arriving at the beach. Fire Island Pines, New York https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120651695-S209GRSCXGNRZ14XJLGG/fire-island-pines-new-york-share-house-backyard-britney-spears-glory-blackout-photo-canada-wizard-of-fip-vacation-disposable-camera-photo-nyc-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 One of the 100+ Britney Spears photos at Viagra Falls. Viagra Falls, Fire Island Pines https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527120661637-ZT4NU919VLL6287IQFCT/fire-island-pines-new-york-share-house-backyard-kurt-marc-jacobs-bag-search-blackout-drugs-alcohol-estacy-canada-wizard-of-fip-vacation-disposable-camera-photo-nyc-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 21 Reunited, and it feels so good. Viagra Falls, Fire Island Pines https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527122407140-IICDOVV2XSIFB8CSRBK6/robin-byrd-the-robin-byrd-show-original-t-shirt-american-television-tv-star-personality-porn-star-cartoon-bikini-ass-fire-island-pines-new-york-kurt-apartment-witch-cave-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 25 A freshly cleaned – and still autographed – original Robin Byrd t-shirt. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527122870984-2MOAF8YLRT5CBTD8Z09S/toronto-blue-jays-baseball-game-front-street-downtown-skydome-rogers-centre-child-fan-baseball-glove-mitt-walking-summer-august-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 26 I took this photo while walking to the gym. I don’t understand sportsing fans. Front Street, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124436186-Q9NI4O7EAG0Z4UXN6HJP/toronto-apartment-housing-building-stairwell-staircase-stairs-fire-escape-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-hidden-key-scavenger-hunt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 Hiding my keys for Zoe. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124456580-476AAEA9KBZP3JGPTYRC/toronto-apartment-housing-building-stairwell-staircase-stairs-fire-escape-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-hidden-key-scavenger-hunt-amazing-race-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 Very secure. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124478375-CIW74E4ZLW91YIV3EF46/hanlans-point-toronto-island-august-summer-blue-sky-clouds-nude-beach-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 It was a beautiful day pon de beach. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto Islands https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124492062-10JNIS72R2RAJSKCWCQG/grindr-gay-dating-hook-up-app-clay-aiken-american-idol-picture-flirting-catfish-iphone-screenshot-conversation-texting-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 Clay Aiken messaged me on Grindr today. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124499135-EZTWNSJL40IXCKGK21VV/grindr-gay-dating-hook-up-app-clay-aiken-picture-flirting-catfish-iphone-screenshot-conversation-texting-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 That’s a no from me, dawg. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124506980-11POPYRSFLBMU6E948WD/hanlans-point-toronto-island-august-summer-blue-sky-clouds-nude-beach-waterfront-beachfront-city-skyline-cityscape-downtown-ontario-canada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 The beach was busy, but not nut-to-butt. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto Islands https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124516290-6OREQ6XMYLOTZANRQFO5/hanlans-point-toronto-island-august-2016-summer-blue-sky-clouds-nude-beach-waterfront-beachfront-city-skyline-cityscape-downtown-ontario-canada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 See you next year! Hanlan’s Point, Toronto Islands https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527124527736-VCQS1X8OS19BQOHC9KN4/peter-marc-jacobson-fran-drescher-fran-fine-the-nanny-creator-instagram-post-comment-like-screenshot-social-media-account-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 27 Peter Marc Jacobson – Fran Drescher’s ex-husband/best friend/co-creator of The Nanny – commented on my Instagram post tonight! https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527125580652-DB4MKC72H0095P20NPCB/downtown-toronto-ontario-canada-skyline-cityscape-gardiner-expressway-cn-tower-high-rise-sky-scrapers-city-view-views-the-six-6ix-416-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 28 A view. The Distillery District, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-29 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527126960286-9KEC92GZPKMRMGVN85T6/iphone-instagram-notification-screenshot-follower-following-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 30 I received this Instagram notification from a spam account today. Get in line, sweetheart! https://sleeplesssolitude.com/august/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527127104191-1NP5SC6GOZR8ZKI0GKBY/grindr-dating-hook-up-app-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-conversation-text-message-exchange-iphone-screenshot-nanny-joke-fran-drescher-fran-fine-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg August - August 31 Sometimes, it’s just easier to say, “Yes.” https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may daily 0.75 2018-04-12 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525878307686-99K15IZEGVS93A4OPH8F/may-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg May https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525212927672-NULIKK74VZGC07ZORGSD/fran-fine-the-nanny-drescher-renee-taylor-adobe-photoshop-collage-kurt-grindr-tinder-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 1 My current Grindr profile picture. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/4 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525191640010-XFYZ14I6LYYF8RXEGTEW/kurt-selfie-hawaiian-shirt-mirror-iphone-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 6 Waiting to go to Niagara Falls. Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525191666806-QBQTDTXX0E0XETP5TOVI/buddies-in-bad-times-theatre-toronto-condo-development-construction-toronto-gay-club-lgbt-lgbtq-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 6 We drove through the city on our way to Niagara. A lot of changes happening in the downtown core these days. Condos are going up on every corner. There used to be a great alleyway behind what is now this empty lot. Yonge Street, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525201100986-EOC1ZBTUQ4NFZZ090LYT/nike-free-run-fly-knit-running-shoes-broken-used-ripped-worn-out-gym-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 7 Tonight, I officially threw out my old running shoes. I quite literally ran them into the ground. Gym, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525192247041-S2D8ZUK7KW9FIUFNSQJW/nike-free-run-fly-knit-running-shoes-broken-used-ripped-worn-out-bottom-soles-gym-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 7 Maybe this is why my feet have been hurting so much. Gym, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525193042816-O3V5KYGGA48312TS3V4W/mothers-day-chocolate-chip-banana-cake-celebration-dessert-brunch-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 8 My Mother’s Day cake! Also, note Mom’s Invisalign trays sitting on the counter. Lovely. Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525193084029-2T3CCIBAMQS4CQ9HQNV1/mothers-day-chocolate-chip-walnut-banana-cake-celebration-dessert-brunch-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 8 Ready to be sliced. Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525193097173-48TO3V7CBTIE0R4Q796D/tabitha-tabby-cat-outdoor-garden-backyard-blind-ospca-spca-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 8 Tabitha, being her kooky self. Backyard, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525193751496-UD85DAS7013FC4ZBHQWE/snapchat-drag-queen-filter-gym-kurt-jewels-sparkle-iphone-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 11 Snapchat is really going for it with these new filters. Gym, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202418496-QVFY1ALIAKIGNKUGUJTO/bedroom-iphone-selfie-montreal-wedding-hotel-room-kurt-snapchat-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 13 Waiting for my breakfast in bed. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202358621-O8FY5JL5ZGW8IXDZG62O/american-apparel-pink-triangle-loves-gays-lgbt-rights-pride-bed-head-kurt-montreal-wedding-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 13 The higher the hair, the closer to God. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202379862-7MWO9K9SK262PNCNSW4I/american-apparel-pink-triangle-loves-gays-lgbt-rights-pride-bed-head-kurt-montreal-wedding-waiting-sleepless-solitude.jpg.jpg May - May 13 No intention of moving this morning. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202515812-WVJGJJVTQ8Z5Q0CGSDO3/zara-outfit-black-high-rise-trousers-mirror-iphone-selfie-kurt-wedding-clothes-hotel-montreal-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 13 Ensemble option #1. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202503932-K981LEKQSL49KHITH7FV/zara-outfit-mirror-iphone-selfie-kurt-wedding-clothes-hotel-montreal-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 13 Ensemble option #2. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525202552333-RY6KUXIHWOBXAC14MYLJ/kurt-iphone-selfie-wedding-montreal-snapchat-dinner-party-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 13 I ended up going with ensemble option #2. The Walkers' house, Montréal https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203321536-4706SIUBE5NU6XWPXHQJ/kurt-montreal-wedding-outfit-blazer-cropped-trousers-platforms-mirror-selfie-iphone-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 Ready to do some witnessing. But, first, a shower. Sheraton Montréal Airport Hotel, Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203351219-YZ02TJ4DH1DQ1SFIAEEP/kurt-wedding-signing-witness-autograph-signature-montreal-church-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 Very official. Montréal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203513753-LFG7ZXGKZOQL7DM4EFPK/kurt-wedding-signing-witness-autograph-signature-montreal-church-pose-smile-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 I’m left-handed. Montréal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525278068230-G62T9KBQ0MCS92Y4OB5W/kurt-montreal-wedding-zara-outfit-old-town-quebec-cousin-family-drinking-dancing-celebration-marriage-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 Waiting for my moment. Hotel Nelligan, Old Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203379631-JN0U4VZOVWLHCFXXPPGF/kurt-wedding-speech-cousin-family-microphone-montreal-event-public-speaking-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 Speech time. Hotel Nelligan, Old Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203395809-SPXE6347N7AX6IV9RQUJ/kurt-wedding-speech-cousin-family-microphone-montreal-event-public-speaking-cue-card-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 I had half of my speech written on an embarrassing photo of Ashley, and the other half on my phone. Hotel Nelligan, Old Montréal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525203413962-DMIX8TO7H9E8B9H66UXS/wedding-kurt-snapchat-selfie-dinner-dancing-montreal-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 14 Stretching? This is my last picture of the night. Hotel Nelligan, Old Montréal https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525222048394-Z1TITC6S2GEK6VCBF7C7/chapmans-banana-popsicle-super-lolly-canada-surgery-recovery-kurt-backyard-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 20 One of the many banana popsicles consumed today. Backyard, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525222297038-3AK628UQWT8QNHRLGZ5V/corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-bandage-couch-pin-hospital-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 21 My stump. Family Room, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525274987503-MC5FO470VDXV9YRCMHCX/corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-hospital-bandages-running-bed-rest-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 22 Resting in bed. The top right corner of my bandaged foot is where the pin is located. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275000522-GEY9IUNDY4KTV3JB7XAO/backyard-pool-summer-versace-palace-kids-party-sun-drinks-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 22 Versace Mansion. Adrienne & Marco’s Backyard https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275033245-WMVMXMH97F3Z98D7QECV/backyard-pool-lounge-party-corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-rest-bandages-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 22 Slushy drink and my stump. Adrienne & Marco’s Backyard https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275072594-TFVFVNGE3TJZVWVJ3JEH/snapchat-filter-face-morph-selfie-iphone-2016-kurt-backyard-pool-party-high-school-musical-troy-bolton-wildcats-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 22 “High” School Musical hoodie. Adrienne & Marco’s Backyard https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275080879-IX0HLZ1MNF56TBAMLB99/snapchat-filter-face-morph-selfie-iphone-2016-kurt-backyard-pool-party-high-school-musical-troy-bolton-cat-wildcats-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 22 Go Wildcats! Adrienne & Marco’s Backyard https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275385547-MO05JIDH6MV51YXO9VF2/snapchat-filter-dog-animal-selfie-iphone-face-swap-ears-space-mountain-disney-2016-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 23 Bored pon de couch, watching Star Wars. Family Room, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525275403238-16Y3U7EV33VZQDACBOQZ/snapchat-filter-cat-animal-selfie-iphone-face-swap-ears-space-mountain-disney-2016-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 23 Meow. Family Room, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525276110175-IUICXHFEYC0B1L6SK8R0/corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-bandage-bandages-rest-pillows-ohip-running-foot-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 25 My new foot dressing. I was probably eating a popsicle when I took this photo. Family Room, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525277010051-P8YKC6R94FH7RO4BPGV6/disney-edible-arrangement-fruit-bouquet-mickey-mouse-clubhouse-gift-surgery-recovery-friends-delivery-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 26 The Edible Arrangement I received from Kate and her crew. Gorgeous! Delicious, too! Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527538702472-C9TILKYZ4L8LV7MQCUMG/snapchat-snap-chat-filter-face-swap-warp-photobooth-pink-triangle-american-apparel-kurt-surgery-recovery-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 26 Bored in bed. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525277803220-59YN8E7EOHV50A6ZVZ8Y/love-in-60s-cnn-documentary-wikipedia-google-search-research-celebration-birthday-kurt-toronto-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 28 “A love-in is a peaceful public gathering focused on meditation, love, music, sex and/or use of psychedelic drugs.” What’s not to love? https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525279133051-FBSRMA0BT8N874VKS9DM/kurt-bedroom-iphone-selfie-snapchat-snap-chat-instagram-bedroom-coachella-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 30 A goodnight selfie. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/may/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-19 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525279337566-Z2F0U540FUJ24L6LFWL7/love-in-birthday-event-facebook-celebration-toronto-trinity-bellwoods-park-kurt-spice-girls-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 31 The Facebook event page I made this afternoon for the Love-In. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525279344576-P039J5FZDOY31WV3XRLJ/love-in-birthday-event-facebook-celebration-toronto-trinity-bellwoods-park-kurt-party-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 31 Come one, come all. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525279353646-FXJ1VKRGJFKDD15WQARQ/love-in-birthday-event-facebook-celebration-toronto-trinity-bellwoods-park-kurt-group-gathering-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 31 I think the idea is fairly straightforward. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525279369668-TVHZ75L60JTD7O1ITAWL/toronto-trinity-bellwoods-park-queen-street-west-weed-joints-marijuana-smoking-pot-pendleton-blanket-summer-sleepless-solitude.jpg May - May 31 Backyardigans joints. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june daily 0.75 2019-04-20 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527891759820-PL60864RCBOKXSZ2GMR0/june-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526929458459-QJCA42AM8NVFU3PB9C4H/bridal-shower-game-pinterest-drake-celebrity-guess-who-chair-activity-wedding-planning-bridal-party-summer-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 1 One of the game pieces I made tonight for Kate’s upcoming bridal shower. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525636725692-9UYFH7JM3CQ965OTZ5SA/snapchat-snap-chat-selfie-iphone-kurt-floral-silk-shirt-office-work-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 3 Me and my floral shirt in my closet/dungeon/office. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525636739238-V618MV0ADEMA71648E8S/toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-apartment-iphone-selfie-eating-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 3 Munching. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525636769439-I3YEFSWEY3RQGN2LL61S/corrective-toe-surgery-pin-sock-recovery-ohip-healing-kurt-foot-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 3 The current state of my toe. Very swollen, bandages underneath, and that damn pin poking through every sock I throw over it. When I leave the house, I wear a shoe on my left foot and a flip flop on my right. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641096657-ASQQH4HT0UCI2PBKUXKB/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-map-iphone-screenshot-love-in-summer-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 The Love-In spot. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641139251-TLW1DYER7PCU12CHSKFS/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-disposable-camera-hawaiian-shirt-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 Ready to celebrate! Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641168301-X961X57XGW5Y0VV04118/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-iphone-tooth-jaw-bottle-opener-friends-gift-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 One of the gifts Lauryn gave me today. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641177951-SR0K7Z13B0RDRU96HCH8/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-iphone-tooth-jaw-bottle-opener-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 It’s a bottle opener. Although, probably not to be used this way. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641186335-98Y2SN8WXZ456UCOK4M8/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-cake-celebration-sprinkles-candles-friends-gift-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 My cake! Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641200254-LG7EKSD7VKPBYD7MJL82/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-iphone-selfie-love-in-kurt-summer-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 Love-In selfie. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641211322-VSJOSN7F47D0QNM70EBH/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-snacks-pot-luck-food-picnic-friends-summer-love-in-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 A small selection of the day’s spread. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641223969-7QP0ULPQCBCBRIC8FQBL/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-disposable-camera-selfie-cooler-food-pot-luck-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 I needed a picture with Kate’s cooler. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641233595-5RPIKHOI3IQCCCAFBXXY/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-cake-friends-celebration-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 It was a really good cake. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641261774-0P5QSZY5NI6FQGAZ3VBV/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-snapchat-snap-chat-screenshot-potluck-food-snacks-selfie-summer-love-in-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 More food! Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641274041-O87P8ER60AOJFCF4WOP3/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-snapchat-snap-chat-clock-afternoon-summer-love-in-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 A gorgeous afternoon pon de park. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641283440-3ZOMWE5FII6MFRN4YDRI/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-pot-luck-summer-snapchat-snap-chat-food-snacks-love-in-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 It was a full-on buffet moment. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641290728-47HJSNNF1X99HTST58AW/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-iphone-snapchat-snapchat-screenshot-clock-time-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 I brought a bottle of gin and played bartender for most of the day. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525641300796-3SN9113TIQTCR7AWFSEY/trinity-bellwoods-park-toronto-birthday-banana-split-sundae-ice-cream-love-in-summer-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 4 This banana split was as delicious as it looked. Trinity Bellwoods Park, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525642296425-F7VZMAAMAC6U9UQHXV69/sweet-jesus-toronto-beaches-east-end-ice-cream-sundaes-dessert-queen-street-east-summer-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 5 Sweet Jesus, that was good ice cream. The Beaches, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/7 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525643402530-J613HORSWF7DSX9LIYC3/birthday-gift-gifts-present-office-celebration-coworkers-mariah-carey-champagne-prosecco-flutes-card-janet-jackson-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 7 My gift at work. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525643412014-0J4KZXR4ERQ5PW2R81PA/birthday-gift-gifts-present-office-celebration-coworkers-mariah-carey-american-idol-champagne-prosecco-flutes-card-janet-jackson-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 7 At least they know me. Granted, I really don’t waste any time with expressing myself. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525643486157-BUYO9DUQCTV9F5QNE4DR/toronto-studio-apartment-bachelor-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-closet-mirror-yoga-mat-naked-nude-iphone-selfie-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 7 Attempting some exercise after dinner. This is how you do yoga, right? Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644828307-03UZ56E4P6RPJR1J5UYR/mariah-carey-me-i-am-elusive-chanteuse-2017-iphone-itunes-album-screenshot-music-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 Morning tunes on the way to work. I love this album. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644838272-K0BWXBMAYY2E06KYETM9/christina-aguilera-underappreciated-stripped-2002-album-itunes-iphone-music-screenshot-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 I also love this album! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644850199-LC3R29F2XJGCQDIA56VR/iphone-selfie-beer-alcohol-drinking-sipping-floral-silk-shirt-zara-blonde-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 Sipping on my beer. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644858633-QPGG0NHS3CZUXZZDNHXW/iphone-selfie-beer-alcohol-drinking-sipping-floral-silk-shirt-zara-blonde-drunk-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 More beer. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644894950-7MDEM35XW1XRD19UXGRK/iphone-imessage-text-conversation-dad-father-son-drunk-date-toronto-streetcar-gay-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 Typical. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525644902695-UCI6OF68281WE99G7W29/janet-jackson-velvet-rope-sm-pvc-ice-pic-iphone-wallpaper-screensaver-screenshot-clock-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 10 I don’t know why I have this screenshot from tonight, but I do. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525717028812-U07KSG4O51AB263NGVUM/imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-grindr-dating-nanny-mister-sheffield-flirting-fran-fine-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 11 Talking with a new guy I met on Grindr, after we migrated to iMessage. This is my way of flirting. Oy. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526929748883-KZ3SWTE361JRTFS56C39/bridal-shower-invitation-best-friend-friends-wedding-floral-spring-summer-fall-graphic-design-planning-invite-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 Time for tea! This was Kate’s bridal shower invitation. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525730746186-9NGFFR6IT9QMN2VT3VOX/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-best-friend-friends-corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-foot-bandage-flip-flop-jack-purcell-converse-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 Setting up the venue. Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525730756620-VUUPZR1XF7M3GER5DO4L/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-best-friend-friends-corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-foot-bandage-flip-flop-converse-kurt-posing-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 Clearly, I’m a huge help. Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525730765661-QOY0ZXLD453HH13WGUVD/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-best-friend-friends-corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-foot-bandage-flip-flop-converse-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 This is also a foot update. My bandages have seen better days. Also, I gave myself that “Z” tattoo on my ankle. Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525716105828-BC5MHDEBZ4PBT8S4CPED/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-dessert-table-venue-tent-golf-course-cookies-cupcakes-cake-baked-goods-snapchat-snap-chat-friend-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 The result of a German-Italian bride. Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525716066222-RGEK8VS6CY6EQI2T50OK/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-best-friend-friends-iphone-selfie-snapchat-snap-chat-instagram-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 It’s me! Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525716115507-MT7W7H56NFBZ69DSMHFA/bridal-shower-wedding-planning-best-friend-game-games-party-samuel-l-jackson-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 The only evidence I have of the celebrity game pieces I made. That’s probably my footstep, too. Kate’s Bridal Shower https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525716153415-1UHH6G0X0KWV1D8SDPML/imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-ex-boyfriend-dick-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 12 Oy. What a pleasant exchange. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525717012285-QMVBTRG9DL8C1LTGA4T7/mariah-carey-rainbow-inspirational-quote-album-pride-lgbt-lgbtq-orlando-shooting-massacre-2016-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 13 I’ve always appreciated this quote from Mariah Carey. Given the recent tragedy at Pulse, I felt that it was very fitting. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525717528413-M7V7MNA23KF02WDF180B/fran-drescher-fine-nanny-sitcom-tv-90s-nineties-pride-party-lgbt-lgbtq-toronto-event-gay-icon-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 15 Tonight’s Pride party was Nineties-themed. Can you guess who made the celebrity photo-op cut-outs? Poor Franny. “Oh, Mista Sheffield…!”The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525803570931-0UOH6LQ60UNKBRFE4V84/toronto-church-wellesley-apartment-gay-village-lgbt-lgbtq-pride-pink-wig-bathroom-mirror-iphone-selfie-naked-underwear-marc-jacobs-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 Trying out looks for tonight. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525803585638-OC23F0MN4SA5G9UJ06ET/toronto-church-wellesley-apartment-gay-village-lgbt-lgbtq-pride-party-pink-wig-bathroom-mirror-iphone-selfie-naked-underwear-marc-jacobs-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 I love this Value Village wig! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525803602116-C6N7GT2XBNY3587OX2Z8/church-wellesley-village-toronto-gay-pride-lgbt-lgbtq-iphone-selfie-drinking-champagne-flute-pre-drink-party-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 I’ve recently decided that I will only drink from champagne flutes. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525803758884-63WEKE391Q22Z9JH7K1V/church-wellesley-village-toronto-gay-pride-lgbt-lgbtq-iphone-selfie-drinking-champagne-flute-party-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 Having a flute moment. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525803874327-F9WSW7AVG5NMC2HVD1KH/iphone-selfie-floating-head-kurt-party-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 Giving head. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525804045264-EPQ8OI44OTQ32HICNU0K/iphone-selfie-floating-head-pre-drink-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 Again. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525804093357-L02VC41IF7OZKV1R6RJ3/iphone-selfie-floating-head-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 17 And again. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809852310-92EPP7EU786R46IZTJWC/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-selfie-picture-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Testing the lighting over some post-dinner sangria. Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809864306-M90MJR18L33A6ZIQPLAA/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-selfie-smile-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Not my best look. Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809877918-4793BCBSRO4DMUTSYSMU/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-selfie-pose-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Nope. Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809887598-AAMPLDBTWD3BMRSF4RSY/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-selfie-face-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Still no. Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809909362-QSQDZGWVJZ549Q13GM4R/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-selfie-chins-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Definitely not. Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525809968838-H77FQWHPIMJ0FXP3WK63/toronto-college-street-little-italy-festival-summer-2016-kurt-dinner-italian-drinks-patio-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 19 Damn this hair! Taste of Little Italy, College Street, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525907071652-HVGLUTZ2XG8BEAF2JRTU/toronto-church-street-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-519-community-centre-center-full-moon-night-sky-stars-pride-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 20 I took this photo on my walk home from Finding Dory tonight. The Moon was so bright. I stood on the corner of my street and just stared at it. I thought about Mariah Carey’s song “Close My Eyes,” and how much those lyrics mean to me. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525909824041-K75IJB8W4FZK5NEUD9UB/1-imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-grindr-dating-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 My conversation with Steven, if you can call it that. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525970032859-6M8HMXICCTGCZIY8AP0Q/2-imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-grindr-dating-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 I like to cut to the chase. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525970129164-BZ2F9U6HZTYNLWZG4QMA/3-imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-grindr-dating-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 Apparently, so does Steven. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525909901687-QU65HT6S8V8WNGD4KKHD/hudsons-bay-toronto-queen-street-west-rebel-waterford-crystal-glassware-glasses-champagne-flute-alcohol-drinkware-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 I stopped by the mall on my way home tonight. I love these glasses. Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525909976827-DSG8WUTR39H2IUV7ZRRU/toronto-apartment-bachelor-studio-church-wellesley-village-kurt-snapchat-snap-chat-filter-selfie-iphone-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 Spending an evening pon de couch. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525970368373-EBVPA92EGT1VBQJJNX77/imessage-iphone-text-message-conversation-dating-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-depression-happiness-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 23 Talking with Lexapro. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910856093-UPL9690A4VX6OHJ0UXG3/kurt-patio-after-work-happy-hour-selfie-iphone-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 Drinking at After Hours. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910874540-KZHZKL2689JC47R86CN3/lcbo-muskoka-detour-beer-tallboy-can-alcohol-drinks-drinking-kurt-selfie-iphone-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 Drinking at the cheapest bar in town! LCBO, Front Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910884914-CK3BWBJGO7EM0GDHCV4H/lcbo-muskoka-detour-beer-tallboy-can-alcohol-drinks-drinking-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 Taking a Detour of my own. Front Street, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910913554-G46L4C87HWCE4ZL373SK/1-scarborough-bluffs-summer-2016-lake-ontario-toronto-waterfront-beach-nature-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 Beautiful! Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910923416-A0EDHMKCLO74BDNNHRXJ/2-scarborough-bluffs-summer-2016-lake-ontario-toronto-waterfront-beach-nature-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 I think I see Buffalo, New York from here. Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525910937878-8NUSSOIV44LQYTDEYB45/3-scarborough-bluffs-summer-2016-lake-ontario-toronto-waterfront-beach-nature-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 24 I climbed all the way down to the beach with my foot. Where’s my medal? Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525912881869-VY50TAJCU4UFEPRWVW0Z/walmart-supercentre-dufferin-mall-toronto-parking-lot-broken-down-car-caa-aaa-stranded-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 26 Waiting with my melting groceries and explosive car. Dufferin Mall, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525966997087-ULENKXJ764OTPB05ZHO5/corrective-toe-surgery-recovery-bandage-southlake-hospital-pin-foot-boot-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 29 The final foot shot. This is what I’ve been dealing with. Southlake Regional Health Centre, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525967009611-Y5JTM9M65C6856U3FYZ8/corrective-hammer-toe-surgery-x-ray-xray-recovery-southlake-hospital-pin-sleketon-foot-bones-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 29 The X-ray. Southlake Regional Health Centre, Newmarket https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525967018417-CLJY9BATIKZFRLY71814/grindr-text-message-conversation-exchange-gay-dating-lgbt-lgbtq-iphone-katy-petty-last-friday-night-tgif-kurt-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 29 A very typical Grindr conversation of mine. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525967327716-TFF0HB6GV4W7R8VWM5CH/toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-living-room-window-curtain-couch-bathroom-bedroom-witch-cave-sun-sunny-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg June - June 29 Cave sweet Cave. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/june/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july daily 0.75 2018-07-26 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1530466318342-IZSVMOC40P260UIPZLN0/july-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526329675968-045EADCCQKCJQC88I61X/riverdale-toronto-east-end-party-drinking-drunk-alcohol-drugs-kurt-sidewalk-gay-pride-lgbt-lgbtq-june-july-summer-2016-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 Waiting to leave the Riverdale party last night. Riverdale, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526329684828-KOO1OWX32KJL359S0FN9/riverdale-toronto-east-end-party-drinking-drunk-alcohol-drugs-kurt-gay-pride-lgbt-lgbtq-june-july-summer-2016-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 I think. Riverdale, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527206506424-QBIMNO830N1T8Q0STGBL/1-toronto-gay-pride-party-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-media-gays-riverdale-june-july-2016-blackout-alcohol-drugs-instagram-direct-private-message-host-kurt-passed-out-black-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 Early in the evening, I received this direct message on Instagram from the host of last night's party. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527206519314-E0PHZ4HKR8BT7U7IDRNB/2-toronto-gay-pride-party-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-media-gays-riverdale-june-july-2016-blackout-alcohol-drugs-instagram-direct-private-message-host-kurt-passed-out-black-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 “I don’t know her.” - Mariah Carey https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1527206527367-YDXWH42VZ7WNGA5R50M8/3-toronto-gay-pride-party-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-media-gays-riverdale-june-july-2016-blackout-alcohol-drugs-instagram-direct-private-message-host-kurt-passed-out-black-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 “Shit” is right. Riverdale, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526329700221-J1BZJQ6PG79JC0U1NPZ2/toronto-gay-pride-party-drinking-kurt-lgbt-lgbtq-church-street-wellesley-village-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 Borrowing a friend’s glasses. This is not my look. Connor’s Apartment, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526585032185-WAR62C8MOL48A2KIAJM2/h%26m-home-pillow-tribal-cushion-sham-cover-decor-decoration-apartment-condo-interior-design-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 I loved this pillow! Connor’s Apartment, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526329710820-NOEIP1H3R32MFEQJYV1O/roundhouse-canadian-national-cn-toronto-train-railway-fit-primpin-gay-pride-june-july-summer-lgbt-lgbtq-peeing-public-urination-xanax-xanaxd-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 1 A standstill line and a small bladder do not mix well. The Roundhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526333202180-8A9TJBE8A5FFEWBCTY9I/toronto-bachelor-studio-apartment-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-pride-july-bathroom-mirror-underwear-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 2 Working my angles, and covering up some major booze bloat as I got ready for the day. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526585091498-M7GEAYILYGOP20UXHLQE/h%26m-home-pillow-tribal-cushion-sham-cover-decor-decoration-apartment-condo-interior-design-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 2 The pillow I went searching for today. Connor’s Apartment, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526930916794-ZR0HWC0S5Y0OB4LBZJ8L/toronto-pride-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-summer-july-canada-day-2016-party-drinking-apartment-kitchen-absolut-vodka-bottle-drinks-alcohol-friends-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 2 Evan’s vodka. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1530569586469-B5PI6QU5YSM928B09HNK/walt-disney-world-magic-kingdom-june-2008-birthday-cinderella-castle-main-street-usa-kurt-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 2 My “18-year-old Walt Disney World fat ass” picture. Walt Disney World Resort, Florida https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526405891937-8WZ2WQEXGVHONLX37K9Z/toronto-gay-pride-2016-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-kurt-park-treehouse-party-drinking-grass-mdma-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.mp4.jpg July - July 3 Having a moment pon de grass. TreeHouse Party, Ryerson University https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1530618828869-9AWP6WFLAY91QRW1PNVT/toronto-gay-pride-2016-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-kurt-apartment-witch-cave-bachelor-bathroom-studio-drinking-blackout-mushrooms-mdma-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 3 Saying goodnight – to myself. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526407172622-U1PCAJC7SMV269JJRXGN/grindr-profile-photo-screenshot-iphone-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-dating-hookup-app-toronto-hate-dogs-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 4 The resulting Grindr profile update re: dogs. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526931163195-9GLLHFUEH05MUYXQP484/apartment-keys-keychain-toronto-lost-and-found-friend-drunk-blackout-house-home-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 4 Kyle’s house keys, which I had for the duration of yesterday. Even while I watched him break into his house. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526410364101-AUF0M8TEAWZK672MAATT/mom-mother-son-couponing-trojan-lubricant-snapchat-snap-chat-funny-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 9 Some of the things I discover at home. Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526410372603-YM430QFGUMQSY7D3AD4Z/iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-sexting-exchange-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-phone-sex-saturday-grumpy-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 9 Grumpy messages me every Saturday like clockwork. An old fling from my Florida days, the guy is constantly looking to FaceTime while he masturbates. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526410382585-VV58BBKUUEW1EGL3PJ7T/sleeping-cat-kitten-kitty-couch-library-working-saturday-laptop-lazy-kurt-tabitha-casa-z-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 9 Working with my furry little angel. Library, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526412115309-IT7XKMX5AUFRUN6AW0KC/freshly-baked-croissant-croissants-fresh-oven-home-pasty-bakery-boulangerie-breakfast-snapchat-snap-chat-iphone-casa-z-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 10 Good morning! Croissants are a Casa Z staple. Kitchen, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526412193732-2QRR026MKORT5B0N8B36/macbook-mac-book-itunes-music-mariah-carey-the-emancipation-of-mimi-album-stay-the-night-song-track-screenshot-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 10 Listening to a lot of Mariah Carey music back at my apartment. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526486744589-1WPDMTN0KWDT35HG7MV8/1-iphone-imessage-text-message-texting-conversation-dating-date-dumped-ghost-ghosting-toronto-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-relationship-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 13 My iMessage exchange with PW. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526486756173-H0WUEVTBGSSCWBNXNZAF/2-iphone-imessage-text-message-texting-conversation-dating-date-dumped-ghost-ghosting-toronto-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-relationship-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 13 Obviously, Lauryn and I were trying to downplay my disappointment. At the same time, this really is how I am with friends. I realize that it might be intense when you’re dating someone like that, but what’s the alternative? Why would you want to date someone who doesn’t make an effort? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526486767313-O0R71C134PVIFEICJ5BD/3-iphone-imessage-text-message-texting-conversation-dating-date-dumped-ghost-ghosting-toronto-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-relationship-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 13 I never heard from PW again after this last message. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526486796881-8XQGJO1EH5RPMI0U5G3H/snapchat-snap-chat-movie-ticket-stub-theatre-theater-cineplex-ghostbusters-advance-screening-summer-ghost-ghosting-date-dumped-kurt-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 13 The photo I posted to Snapchat, which both PW and Lucas saw. Scotiabank Theatre, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526487500639-ZCXYIFF6BF9D5HZ09AVR/toronto-birthday-party-condo-spadina-lakeshore-party-room-bbq-summer-event-drinking-champagne-prosecco-flute-dinner-friends-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 14 Having a flute moment, as usual. Kayla’s Condo, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526488309086-3U3KQVX9A0DKAK5I2U6S/injured-hand-blood-bloody-fall-work-injury-bandage-band-aid-plaster-impaired-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 15 It felt much worse than it looked, okay? The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526488323572-849VP6U6ZPJF3A5TKP1V/mariah-care-hospital-hospitalized-dislocated-shoulder-injury-sling-beautiful-%23beautiful-music-video-2014-summer-sling-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 15 Genuine imagery of me and my sling today. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526931386954-MEKVSD0RAO4YXWETNZH1/outfit-ensemble-options-floral-shirt-zara-hawaiian-shirt-hawaii-button-down-top-clothes-bed-apartment-decisions-summer-bbq-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 15 Making some tough decisions for tomorrow’s BBQ ensemble. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526489739010-O3AEVHTPJPHWPC4XBSFZ/iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-mom-mother-son-missed-call-belly-dancing-screenshot-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 16 I got a good laugh out of this morning’s missed text message from Mom. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526500689418-LWYUJF66D78E4O6W3TA6/toronto-convenience-store-cigarette-cigarettes-vapor-is-the-new-smoke-vape-shop-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 17 Is it, now? Hasty Market, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526500743899-CWYDP1HMG2346SFDGAJN/toronto-island-hanlans-point-nude-beach-lake-ontario-summer-sunset-july-sand-shore-horizon-windmill-city-evening-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 17 Pon de beach with my dirty foot and biggest fan. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526501254893-J8B3229MT7YW1K6M05GD/iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-exchange-kurt-dumped-friends-only-curbed-iced-not-interested-toronto-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-dating-scene-online-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 18 Another one bites the dust. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526503462080-0FMNG3XGCC9D326U7SN0/cosmos-records-record-vinyl-shop-toronto-queen-street-west-mariahp-carey-glitter-mint-condition-shopping-shop-store-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 20 I stopped by my favorite record store on the way to Trinity Bellwoods Park tonight. Mariah Carey’s Glitter soundtrack is an underrated masterpiece. Cosmos Records, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526573112970-X53CII6DHEIHKOI400H6/1-backyard-summer-pool-party-night-swim-skinny-dip-toronto-drinking-friends-fun-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 22 Swimming. Backyard, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526573133007-9UY0JYMEA07LBYYQYFHD/2-backyard-summer-pool-party-night-swim-skinny-dip-toronto-drinking-friends-fun-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 22 Nighttime photos are not our forte. Backyard, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526573146218-1L4BQFUSI2IKZWNAMD0G/backyard-summer-pool-party-night-swim-skinny-dip-toronto-drinking-friends-fun-kurt-paparazzi-photo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 22 No pictures! Backyard, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526573154589-IMMVPHFOIIROKBGC7S02/backyard-summer-pool-party-night-swim-skinny-dip-toronto-drinking-friends-fun-kurt-paparazzi-photo-blurry-hand-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 22 Let me live! Backyard, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576019288-2ET6O9G8XNUNTWNBD5GP/hanlans-point-toronto-island-lake-ontario-nude-beach-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-summer-sun-sunglasses-party-fun-friends-july-kurt-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Pon de beach! Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576055034-16MFIKAO4I58YW2FNS7K/1-hanlans-point-toronto-island-summer-freezie-lady-popsicle-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-nude-beach-summer-tanning-lake-ontario-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Relationship Status: alcoholic freezie. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576074080-PCAUV0JNVZ5O95S2YPCF/2-hanlans-point-toronto-island-summer-freezie-lady-popsicle-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-nude-beach-summer-tanning-lake-ontario-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Beach moments. Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576118627-D7S7YIZAMRVCDTYKDBIE/3-hanlans-point-toronto-island-summer-freezie-lady-popsicle-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-nude-beach-summer-tanning-lake-ontario-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 I love summer! Hanlan’s Point, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1532443070046-YLRJ9L1WJDDAJ3VBI5KI/the-beaver-queer-lgbt-lgbtq-gay-bar-club-toronto-queen-street-west-nightclub-party-patio-summer-july-friends-fun-drinks-drinking-drunk-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Goofing around with Nicky on the back patio of The Beaver. The Beaver, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576417500-O4LG4SOMZRX644D1DDME/dundas-street-west-dennys-table-friends-kurt-breakfast-24-hours-late-night-breakfast-munchies-dinner-pancakes-maple-syrup-drunk-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Pancakes and potatoes. Denny’s, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576427569-W4MX2P7ACSM2UWKVAKYZ/dundas-street-west-dennys-table-friends-kurt-breakfast-24-hours-late-night-breakfast-munchies-dinner-pancakes-maple-syrup-shocked-drunk-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 That bottle of maple syrup was full when we arrived. Denny’s, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526576437968-6KR5GXPO7LRNVALJS1RO/dundas-street-west-dennys-sign-lights-breakfast-24-hours-late-night-breakfast-munchies-dinner-pancakes-maple-syrup-drunk-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 23 Thanks for nothing, Denny’s. Dundas Street West, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526582451605-B185P0NG5227MBIU8FDM/chipmunk-cheeks-chuppy-eating-backyard-summer-nature-animals-rodent-critter-casa-z-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 30 Look how cute! Backyard, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/july/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526583507341-6LP8Z6XEU2YJVNV6WA3G/tabby-tabitha-cat-kitty-kitten-morning-cute-wake-up-bedroom-bed-sleeping-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 31 A morning visit from my baby girl. Kurt’s Bedroom, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1526583574709-82ZE4IJZMNNP4NOMJK6C/harry-potter-snapchat-snap-chat-filter-lightning-bolt-scarf-gryffindor-hogwarts-stoned-stoner-edible-weed-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg July - July 31 This was the exact moment that my edibles hit me. Family Room, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october daily 0.75 2018-09-27 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538414894736-8EHSMXADMFZ3B5RPM2U9/october-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538445794128-ED8WUDZC19CKTO3YZKHH/sabrina-the-teenage-witch-sabrina-and-the-beanstalk-sabrina-spellman-aunt-hilda-melissa-joan-hart-caroline-rhea-procrastinating-procrastination-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 1 Aunt Hilda teaching me a lesson. Sabrina the Teenage Witch https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538770701191-IQYGYKSN3IRGQKQO0FHY/bonnet-creek-hotel-resort-orlando-florida-lake-buena-vista-walt-disney-world-disney-springs-hurricane-storm-rain-weather-pool-balcony-view-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 5 Mom sent me this photo from their hotel today. Wyndham Bonnet Creek Resort, Lake Buena Vista https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538770709550-Y48BJWQ4XUS08Y3J76JU/bonnet-creek-hotel-resort-orlando-florida-lake-buena-vista-walt-disney-world-disney-springs-hurricane-storm-rain-downpour-weather-pool-balcony-view-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 5 Hurricane season. Wyndham Bonnet Creek Resort, Lake Buena Vista https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538770721234-WCL6917KZH5IVWQ2AVZC/bonnet-creek-hotel-resort-orlando-florida-lake-buena-vista-walt-disney-world-disney-springs-costco-kirkland-sangria-wine-drink-drinking-alcohol-kitchen-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 5 Apparently, Mom’s way of dealing with the wet weather is to break open her Costco Kirkland sangria. Smart woman. Wyndham Bonnet Creek Resort, Lake Buena Vista https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538770733250-2Y4EJP0U672EUXT4EPBM/bonnet-creek-hotel-resort-orlando-florida-lake-buena-vista-walt-disney-world-disney-springs-hurricane-sun-sunshine-clouds-weather-pool-balcony-view-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 5 This photo was sent 25 minutes after the first one. Typical Florida weather. Wyndham Bonnet Creek Resort, Lake Buena Vista https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538878921941-5RX6B6YK9FBIOQDM2KOK/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-polynesian-village-resort-captain-cooks-disney-parks-quick-service-wine-dining-october-thanksgiving-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 6 Enjoying my wine with lunch. Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort, Walt Disney World Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538878929901-5X2WHOVU3S7432IBGZVG/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-polynesian-village-resort-shopping-merchandise-mirror-selfie-disney-parks-october-thanksgiving-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 6 Shopping with my Mickey Bar. Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort, Walt Disney World Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538878940391-MIEXX53GJGZ3CT74F7ZK/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-polynesian-village-resort-captain-cooks-disney-parks-quick-service-mickey-premium-ice-cream-bar-october-thanksgiving-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 6 There are few things better than Disney food. Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort, Walt Disney World Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538878952392-D6QRTF5HXHZK3S9PJXNN/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-polynesian-village-resort-captain-cooks-disney-parks-quick-service-mickey-premium-ice-cream-bar-snack-shopping-store-hotel-october-thanksgiving-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 6 In chocolate-covered heaven. Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort, Walt Disney World Resort https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956141216-CRWU0KZBB0UNNML3GEWH/universal-studios-orlando-florida-jimmy-fallon-construction-wall-funny-jump-kurt-grab-balls-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 8 I’ve had enough of Jimmy Fallon. Universal Orlando Resort, Florida https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956149393-F94O5J4GDTJ88O0L8DUC/universal-studios-orlando-florida-wizarding-world-of-harry-potter-diagon-alley-harry-potter-and-the-escape-from-gringotts-dragon-fire-breathing-ride-roller-coaster-theme-park-family-vacation-holiday-trip-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 8 Diagon Alley. The Wizarding World of Harry Potter, Universal Orlando Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956156560-O7O649ZVGJTXYAHFNV9M/universal-studios-orlando-florida-wizarding-world-of-harry-potter-diagon-alley-harry-potter-and-the-escape-from-gringotts-dragon-fire-breathing-ride-roller-coaster-theme-park-family-vacation-holiday-trip-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-1.jpg October - October 8 Harry Potter and the Escape from Gringotts. The Wizarding World of Harry Potter, Universal Orlando Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956375682-6E4ECV2Y40C0KDOPAMNH/universal-studios-orlando-florida-simpsons-land-springfield-usa-nelson-bart-homer-lisa-marge-maggie-krustyland-kwik-e-mart-apu-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 8 How I feel when the hotel room phone rings at 7:30 a.m. Springfield, Universal Orlando Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956382437-LFQMBBE4YMIVQ6YCXSNO/florida-magazine-miss-piggy-the-muppets-walt-disney-world-resort-liberty-square-magic-kingdom-diva-colonial-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-trip-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 8 I found a picture of moi on the cover of a local magazine. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538956393882-83ZE3041OOMD5A3QPB6N/happy-thanksgiving-sesame-street-big-bird-turkey-dinner-bert-ernie-oscar-grouch-elmo-cookie-monster-joke-funny-meme-cartoon-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 8 Happy Thanksgiving, Big Bird! https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957238796-GP2SVBXRL6008NMPJHQ0/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-norway-pavilion-troll-frozen-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 With my troll twin in Norway. Norway Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957249064-SOK0BMK1QN23JC2FO2U4/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-china-drink-alcohol-drinking-around-the-world-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Enjoying my second margarita of the day. China Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957258521-418T9CN6UAQ05V515TGI/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-italy-italian-booth-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Buongiorno! Italy Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957268575-IE8PBIS1K3YZS2DJFXHT/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-italy-italian-pavilion-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Welcome to Italy. Italy Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957501491-ZZCET58PXIDLBSO0I218/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-italy-italian-pavilion-venice-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Mamma mia! Italy Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957509921-EU080CYTEYX1LARITI9R/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-usa-america-america-adventure-voices-of-liberty-pavilion-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 So many drinks, so little time. America Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957519556-NTT8OUHU4SZ5XIOO787A/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-french-france-paris-pavilion-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Bonjour! France Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957528039-ENRKL7UNDKYNUEUXAIIH/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-greece-greek-booth-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Deciding what to order for my “Big Fat Greek Stomach.” Greece Booth, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957536259-D9YL3B488HZVXXSTJT3G/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-beer-alcohol-drinking-around-the-world-merchandise-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Tasting my way around the world. Germany Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957545309-M893CVQWDVOM9XDPBM67/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-german-germany-pavilion-beer-pretzel-drinking-around-the-world-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Mein favorit. Germany Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538957568664-NQH7K312GP7LI6H01ZBX/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-magic-kingdom-main-street-usa-cinderella-castle-fireworks-wishes-show-nighttime-lights-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 9 Capping off our night with some classic Disney magic. Main Street U.S.A., Magic Kingdom https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958222005-28607BLUW2NYN6CZ9GVW/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-typhoon-lagoon-water-park-miss-tilly-boat-slides-rides-october-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-trip-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 10 It was freezing. Disney’s Typhoon Lagoon Water Park, Walt Disney World Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958235577-BUT5RF6J62FSBJ47SJI1/trader-sams-grog-grott-and-tiki-bar-disneys-polynesian-village-resort-walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-alcohol-bar-themed-drink-drinking-drinks-cocktails-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 10 Great bar! Trader Sam’s Grog Grotto and Tiki Bar, Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958242444-CPK6WY8VO4DIZQHQHBTF/trader-sams-grog-grott-and-tiki-bar-disneys-polynesian-village-resort-walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-alcohol-bar-drink-drinking-drinks-cocktails-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 10 Very kitschy, which I love. Trader Sam’s Grog Grotto and Tiki Bar, Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958252485-JSOZ4SPBA7UV09P1AVI6/trader-sams-grog-grott-and-tiki-bar-disneys-polynesian-village-resort-walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-alcohol-bar-drink-drinking-drinks-cocktails-lounge-family-vacation-holiday-trip-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 10 These started out with a flame on top. Trader Sam’s Grog Grotto and Tiki Bar, Disney’s Polynesian Village Resort https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958260948-NAGDOQEWTVWBR14ZRSN1/boma-flavors-of-africa-dinner-buffet-restaurant-walt-disney-world-resort-animal-kingdom-lodge-orlando-florida-zebra-dome-dessert-food-plate-family-vacation-holiday-trip-disney-dining-plan-thanksgiving-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 10 The only picture I have from dinner, and the only one that matters. Disney’s “Zebra Dome” desserts are truly next level. Boma Flavors of Africa, Disney’s Animal Kingdom Lodge https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958521471-G99UWACBEGNC7PH2LG7G/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-mexico-pavilion-margarita-tequila-drink-alcohol-drinking-around-the-world-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 11 Olé! Enjoying my margarita in Mexico. Mexico Pavilion, Epcot World Showcase https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1538958542352-RTOY474CRP7A8EIPBWN1/walt-disney-world-resort-orlando-florida-epcot-center-world-showcase-food-and-wine-festival-future-world-club-cool-coca-cola-beverly-italy-italian-soda-sample-thanksgiving-family-vacation-holiday-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 11 Some of my friends have started calling me “Bev,” after my slight obsession with Beverly D’Angelo. I thought this description was fitting. Club Cool, Epcot Future World https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539020123828-ELM00EZB3T4VTLNUTOMT/im-with-kurt-im-with-hillary-clinton-democrat-democratic-2016-america-american-us-usa-presidential-election-campaign-slogan-logo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 15 I found this online today. Vote for Kurt! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539020103261-U0R97AWKJCVCIAUWDNHY/halloween-wig-mariah-carey-kurt-bathroom-mirror-selfie-lady-gaga-blonde-brown-brunette-wig-diva-drag-queen-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 15 Trying on an old Lady Gaga wig. With a trim, I think I can use this for my “Heartbreaker” costume. Kurt’s Bathroom, Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539020117331-4IKNPY3M75BD38S10DAX/halloween-wig-mariah-carey-kurt-bathroom-mirror-selfie-lady-gaga-blonde-brown-brunette-wig-diva-drag-queen-little-black-dress-cruella-de-vil-disney-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 15 Feeling myself. Kurt’s Bathroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/17 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/18 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539021025300-8XRSMTFKS4BX9JSR006T/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-music-video-rainbow-1999-jay-z-bianca-levis-jeans-ripped-tops-heels-diva-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-church-wellesley-mirror-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-1.jpg October - October 18 “Heartbreaker, you’ve got the best of me.” Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539021037881-L9JJ29I8F4JY1C5DT461/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-music-video-rainbow-1999-jay-z-bianca-levis-jeans-ripped-tops-heels-diva-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-church-wellesley-mirror-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-2.jpg October - October 18 Now, I just need to cut the waistband off – and lose 20 pounds. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/19 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/20 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/21 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539022991728-W4P5NTVZ9XD9NKHX4X7M/yonge-street-toronto-ontario-canada-downtown-city-club-zanzibar-brass-rail-strip-club-nude-dancers-showgirls-topless-stripper-nighttime-walk-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 21 The bright lights of Club Zanzibar, as seen on my walk home. Yonge Street, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/22 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539023108698-UWVQ5VRB2290V0IP6302/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-music-video-rainbow-1999-jay-z-bianca-levis-jeans-ripped-tops-heels-diva-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-bathroom-mirror-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 22 Almost ready for Mariah’s debut. Kurt’s Bathroom, Casa Z https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/23 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/24 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-29 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539033960595-RRF2A9TFB2F2RX2GQS8F/tiff-boombox-toronto-international-film-festival-2016-october-halloween-bathroom-selfie-toronto-king-street-west-tiff-bell-lightbox-party-open-bar-star-trek-event-film-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 27 The look. TIFF Bell Lightbox, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539033967340-T2K2KO0GBA6L333IO8OJ/tiff-boombox-toronto-international-film-festival-2016-october-halloween-bathroom-selfie-lgbt-toronto-king-street-west-tiff-bell-lightbox-party-open-bar-star-trek-event-film-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 27 I love a co-ordinate moment. TIFF Bell Lightbox, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539034033693-H6EELE5R7SM26G7GWBSF/tiff-boombox-toronto-international-film-festival-2016-october-halloween-live-wrestling-fighting-show-performance-toronto-king-street-west-tiff-bell-lightbox-party-open-bar-star-trek-event-film-kurt-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 27 Enjoying my hat. TIFF Bell Lightbox, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539046994495-GYRTTPGFQ6C9W2D2XJVS/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-october-drag-queen-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-crochet-top-ripped-jeans-jay-z-rainbow-1999-music-video-bianca-kurt-homemade-bathroom-mirror-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 28 The first of many Mariah Carey “Heartbreaker” selfies. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539047007581-15YKBMPQ2UKX5CE2VP8E/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-october-drag-queen-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-crochet-top-ripped-jeans-jay-z-rainbow-1999-music-video-bianca-kurt-homemade-bathroom-mirror-selfie-toronto-church-wellesley-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 28 “Heartbreaker, you’ve got the best of me.” Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539047035041-NKL8CVUFN0KHAR50XBO1/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-october-drag-queen-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-crochet-top-ripped-jeans-jay-z-rainbow-1999-music-video-bianca-kurt-homemade-apartment-kitchen-pose-toronto-church-wellesley-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 28 Before the stripper heels. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539047307697-0G3YV30BJRHHJRM9SW4V/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-october-drag-queen-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-crochet-top-ripped-jeans-jay-z-rainbow-1999-music-video-bianca-kurt-homemade-toronto-house-party-event-couch-apartment-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 28 Having a moment. Logan’s Party, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539047609517-F4QBH1OLJ9LBRBRZUUPT/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-october-drag-queen-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-crochet-top-ripped-jeans-jay-z-rainbow-1999-music-video-bianca-kurt-homemade-apartment-house-party-mirror-selfie-toronto-event-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 28 It’s me again! Logan’s Party, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539100364885-HDY1Z7NM0MDILHRC6TD2/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-music-video-jay-z-rainbow-bianca-movie-theater-cinema-toronto-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-street-party-diva-drag-queen-popcorn-counter-concessions-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 29 “CAUTION.” Carlton Cinema, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539100373610-DPHVQ311VFK0N4BVJ3QR/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-music-video-jay-z-rainbow-bianca-movie-theater-cinema-toronto-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-street-party-diva-drag-queen-popcorn-concessions-closeup-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 29 My money shot. Carlton Cinema, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/october/31 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539106295979-A1FYGMPJXGL4P2UEK8UR/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-rainbow-album-jay-z-bianca-church-wellesley-gay-village-toronto-lgbt-lgbtq-drag-queen-wig-makeup-iphone-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 31 Hello, dahhhlings! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539106402044-OHEDQNOYDTXAWHIABJTJ/mariah-carey-heartbreaker-halloween-costume-rainbow-album-jay-z-bianca-church-wellesley-gay-village-apartment-toronto-lgbt-lgbtq-drag-queen-wig-makeup-iphone-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg October - October 31 Trying to find my light. This is not it. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november daily 0.75 2019-08-31 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541092172639-B935XIH61CR4J857SPH8/november-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/1 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/2 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1539711613594-QD4T3Q52NG2PJG6V35S0/chocolate-advent-calendar-disney-star-wars-dreamworks-trolls-countdown-to-christmas-canada-grocery-store-tradition-kids-holiday-season-seasonal-november-december-toronto-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 2 Advent calendars at the grocery store. The Trolls one seemed fitting. Church-Wellesley Village, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/3 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265006847-PHR24NK38B1WZMQOJANG/gollum-smeagol-lord-of-the-rings-costume-mask-halloween-amazon-gift-christmas-wish-list-scary-creepy-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 I really want this Gollum mask for Christmas. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265043876-2V126Q6MFBFVPBMA7QPS/1-mariah-carey-hudsons-bay-holiday-christmas-window-opening-reveal-performance-toronto-ontario-queen-street-west-eaton-centre-november-2016-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-santa-claus-is-coming-to-town-merry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 Ready for my sprint to the stage. Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265439511-7ZM89TUJV7DVIXEGRML5/4-mariah-carey-hudsons-bay-holiday-christmas-window-opening-reveal-performance-toronto-ontario-queen-street-west-eaton-centre-november-2016-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-santa-claus-is-coming-to-town-merry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 Festive! Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265651818-604U2RNIKWW3YL9YYSQX/7-mariah-carey-hudsons-bay-holiday-christmas-window-opening-reveal-performance-toronto-ontario-queen-street-west-eaton-centre-november-2016-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-santa-claus-is-coming-to-town-merry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 All I want for Christmas is... Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265659389-I4JPYGWO6E4TWT5CDO5C/8-mariah-carey-hudsons-bay-holiday-christmas-window-opening-reveal-performance-toronto-ontario-queen-street-west-eaton-centre-november-2016-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-santa-claus-is-coming-to-town-merry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 ...you! Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541265684385-NWYT9NITY3571FU69BUF/9-mariah-carey-hudsons-bay-holiday-christmas-window-opening-reveal-performance-toronto-ontario-queen-street-west-eaton-centre-november-2016-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-santa-claus-is-coming-to-town-merry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 3 Surprisingly, there was no wind machine for tonight’s performance. Mother Nature took care of that instead. Hudson’s Bay, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/4 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/5 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/6 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541480686229-1U4ELRRNYQ1OU28G2I2W/nike-free-run-running-shoes-insoles-soles-inserts-dr-doctor-scholls-massaging-gel-orthotics-feet-pain-toes-exercise-hammer-toes-pain-comfort-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 6 Chopping up my new orthotics. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/7 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541521128078-M4URXLXI1UD0P77TQAEG/i-suffer-from-pms-p-m-s-putting-up-with-mens-shit-tshirt-tshirt-shirt-top-tee-clothing-brand-funny-humor-humour-joke-menstruation-menstruating-menstrual-woman-female-girl-front-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 7 I found this t-shirt while online shopping at work today. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541521138767-HU1HZNRPMAHQE8RAFWH3/i-suffer-from-pms-p-m-s-putting-up-with-mens-shit-tshirt-tshirt-shirt-top-tee-clothing-brand-funny-humor-humour-joke-menstruation-menstruating-menstrual-woman-female-girl-back-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 7 I need it. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541521148009-6X0KRPZBB77AC7I3KT58/zara-online-shopping-order-boxes-delivery-canada-post-mail-service-clothes-clothing-shopping-spree-canada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 7 My packages at Casa Z, before Phillip brought them downtown. Whoopsie! Casa Z https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541610188753-8EUNG7JYN4IPA7UD8MNE/1-imessage-conversation-iphone-text-texting-convo-apple-app-mother-mom-son-fire-home-argument-stubborn-dad-brother-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 7 My conversation with Mom this evening. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541610199575-K4YQ1WAVFQHA21K1WESV/2-imessage-conversation-iphone-text-texting-convo-apple-app-mother-mom-son-fire-home-argument-stubborn-dad-brother-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 7 That was Mom’s one and only response. Oy. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/8 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1541521457667-EPLOL9O9NNYEPDO04XHP/shawn-mendes-shirtless-nude-naked-muscle-gay-lgbt-straight-queer-beach-bathing-suit-shorts-topless-tattoo-summer-swim-swimming-hot-sexy-handsome-twitter-tumblr-instagram-online-photo-love-canadian-work-porn-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 8 Today at work, I discovered Shawn Mendes. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/9 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/10 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/11 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/12 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/13 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/14 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542262176858-3NBPSWRDNI4CFWAN10A9/mariah-carey-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-concert-show-performance-beacon-theatre-new-york-city-ticketmaster-verified-tickets-orchestra-digital-ticket-receipt-merry-christmas-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 14 See you in December, Mimi! The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542262190543-BQDBS4NX6SJ2QYOE5W60/fran-fine-fran-drescher-the-nanny-collage-sylvia-fine-grandma-yetta-photoshop-kurt-kurty-yalittlenasty-grindr-tinder-profile-photo-funny-joke-humor-humour-gay-dating-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 14 My standard dating app profile photo. “Oh, Mister Sheffield!” https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/15 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/16 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542430394119-E4DETWM870S5JN14GPPU/IMG_0275.JPG November - November 16 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/17 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/18 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542562998757-M1IDNB9AGFB1XNOMELMI/grindr-conversation-convo-text-message-gay-dating-app-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-hookup-sex-guy-guys-men-actor-chat-exchange-iphone-screenshot-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 18 Note to self: we do not date actors. Grindr https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/19 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542673397147-W7JBJGJRLVWWKA0ARMFO/iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-chat-friend-contact-best-friend-dream-dreams-morning-clown-drugs-rape-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 19 I woke up to this iMessage sequence from Dan, whose subconscious had apparently been working just as hard as mine last night. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/20 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542759949603-04643TFWZ22VSFY4J1M3/imessage-iphone-apple-text-message-conversation-chat-booty-call-hook-up-friend-boyfriend-dating-grumpy-screenshot-facetime-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 20 A standard Sunday iMessage from Grumpy – a guy I met in Florida two years ago. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1542760254814-88BWK6DX12HOYFZUE5YC/chipotle-burrito-chips-guac-guacamole-dinner-weed-pipe-marijuana-420-bowl-pot-blaze-smoke-munchies-meal-food-bed-evening-snack-high-stoned-sunday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 20 Dinner. Come and get it! Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/21 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/22 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/23 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543017196177-GJ94846HUL6D5T7X7JD7/moana-disney-animation-film-movie-dwayne-the-rock-johnston-maui-shapeshifter-demigod-youre-welcome-buzzfeed-quiz-which-moana-character-are-you-iphone-screenshot-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 23 Connor made me take this quiz before Moana. Interesting answer. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/24 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/25 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/26 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543087235832-LBDQ7FG9J76RPLURW42A/imessage-iphone-apple-text-message-conversation-chat-booty-call-hook-up-friend-boyfriend-dating-grumpy-screenshot-facetime-sexting-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 26 It must be Saturday. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543087244552-HCZJPBR2AWSVF9GUFWA8/1-skull-candle-wax-melted-melting-melt-fire-spooky-skeleton-design-apartment-living-room-coffee-table-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 26 Using up my candles. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543087896642-1VUUGJHSNOW9MVHLTAFE/2-skull-candle-wax-melted-melting-melt-fire-spooky-skeleton-design-apartment-living-room-coffee-table-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 26 Spooky! Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/27 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/28 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543092217309-GHWGSC1COMBAJILLFICE/1-backyard-birds-office-the-clubhouse-member-members-only-club-membership-toronto-creative-bird-calendar-office-big-bird-computer-monitor-secret-photo-boss-coworker-crazy-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 28 Spotted: Big Bird’s bird calendar. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543092231194-15X73OOWEFIIX1V3J757/2-backyard-birds-office-the-clubhouse-member-members-only-club-membership-toronto-creative-bird-calendar-office-big-bird-computer-monitor-secret-photo-boss-coworker-crazy-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 28 “Backyard Birds.” The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/29 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543092541214-HEI4TNK7KZP0N2AIC8JG/jergens-natural-glow-moisturizer-color-colour-firming-daily-fair-to-medium-skin-tone-cellulite-bathroom-medicine-cabinet-tan-tanning-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg November - November 29 Taking a picture for Mom. This is the same moisturizer that made me look like Donald Trump last month. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/november/30 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september daily 0.75 2018-09-18 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535808153791-5K7UTRPH4NXK0PBFSSQQ/september-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/1 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/2 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535914272296-F1X17Y2FITIYEUB67HVD/house-home-apartment-keys-keychain-marc-jacobs-ford-focus-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 2 I forgot my keys this morning. This is Sebastian finding them for me. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535914282709-SHCUZOV2YBVTM0FNVFPL/snapchat-message-doodle-drunk-tequila-text-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 2 A Snapchat I sent to myself after tonight’s margaritas, canned wine, and weed. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/3 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940496345-AE0RSBJOJSPFTOSRYXDR/1-montreal-strip-stripper-dance-class-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Working it. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940506159-RPXBM7T955VDM3X0CXAI/2-montreal-strip-stripper-dance-class-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Finding my footing. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940514601-LNPDW9JG2DZKPJ2FUQWZ/3-montreal-strip-stripper-dance-class-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Waiting for my award. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940524793-708JONYZ8ELZFJH1HDRK/montreal-weed-marijuana-hotel-pot-joint-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Some pre-strip club fun. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940718182-SG9RIPSBO5INT6XAZ9F1/1-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Clubbing. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940728075-COXHPP8X9Z84XIE6BZG8/2-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Probably not enjoying the Top 40 selection. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940737054-WWURXBCH376TDNNDYSBI/4-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Rogue selfie. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940744333-D5AZDU14GQXMDC7BDWYH/5-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 No pictures. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940766753-S0HUOU3I13AYIQHIW9HN/6-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 No more bottle service, please. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1535940776013-PZWDL6YGZND9MFMQXX5D/7-montreal-club-nightclub-bar-dance-bottle-service-bachelorette-weekeend-wedding-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 3 Time to go. Montreal, Québec https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/4 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093745734-9EXRJLN5QYGIZ9L3ACVY/montreal-quebec-canada-bachelorette-weekend-hotel-room-bridal-party-wedding-night-out-morning-after-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 My nightstand this morning. I don’t know why I had American money on me. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093797039-96TXT5Y9IER9I0D6Z5E0/polaroid-old-montreal-quebec-canada-brunch-restaurant-bachelorette-summer-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 Brunch. Old Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093782855-0T24V9DKRQTJ7EVTLE79/origins-charcoal-face-mask-sephora-full-moon-emoji-hotel-bachelorette-bridal-party-bridesmaid-montreal-quebec-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 Embracing my inner full moon emoji. Montreal, Québec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093815186-7HS44J4KFECPBFPW1CZE/1-instagram-notification-apple-iphone-screenshot-fran-fine-fran-drescher-comment-the-nanny-post-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093905129-V7FFAOG6GDNCSUW94LS3/2-instagram-notification-apple-iphone-screenshot-fran-fine-fran-drescher-comment-the-nanny-post-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093923469-AB3JS1M5DY0X731I68FL/3-instagram-notification-apple-iphone-screenshot-fran-fine-fran-drescher-comment-the-nanny-post-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536093938575-U1AKGFGHG0SYXI8LE172/4-instagram-notification-apple-iphone-screenshot-fran-fine-fran-drescher-comment-the-nanny-post-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536099576960-OZXYOP9CKXC9JXSB3DZV/polaroid-montreal-quebec-canada-bachelorette-hotel-room-wedding-party-bridesmaid-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 4 “Still Available.” Montreal, Québec https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/5 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536176059483-MU15NLD1GQANZANQ6CHJ/ontario-quebec-toronto-montreal-drive-road-trip-401-highway-travel-car-ford-focus-traffic-summer-sunset-canada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 5 This was our general view for over seven hours. Highway 401, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/6 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/7 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536190457304-82MVERFTUH4KE3O3JL1Y/iphone-apple-screenshot-stylist-online-magazine-article-gin-lovers-psychopaths-alcohol-booze-drinking-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 7 I couldn’t help but cackle at this today. My drink of choice is a gin and water. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/8 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/9 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531168794-Z1Z7TGY8O3HG9BXD7KKC/las-vegas-nevada-toronto-ontario-air-canada-flight-travel-plane-ticket-september-trip-holiday-vacation-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Ready for takeoff! Pearson International Airport, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531151391-8Q6PFNJ9VKCTC9L88CNG/las-vegas-nevada-toronto-ontario-air-canada-flight-travel-plane-ticket-september-trip-holiday-vacation-bathroom-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 A headless selfie in my new pink jacket. Pearson International Airport, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531329941-3FHD32HGRVVCO7D5SYCE/las-vegas-nevada-america-the-strip-caesars-palace-mariah-carey-colosseum-%231-to-infinity-residency-advertisement-billboard-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 #Beautiful. The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531423572-TS1MPWADJFSDZRK17NX1/las-vegas-nevads-america-usa-fat-tuesday-alcohol-alcoholic-slushie-drink-ceasars-palace-forum-shops-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Scoping out Fat Tuesday locations. The Forum Shops, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531434810-ZSI3JUKXSUXDGJOOQH3E/las-vegas-nevada-america-usa-caesars-palace-forum-shops-mariah-carey-store-%231-to-infinity-tour-residency-merchandise-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 The Mariah Carey store. The Forum Shops, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531447336-OOCQMNQ6KM2UEBDK0UK8/las-vegas-nevada-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-slot-machine-dolly-parton-butterfly-gamble-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Dolly Parton slot machine. The Forum Shops, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531469228-N47DMLITGYDBYEOBKX55/mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-tour-residency-advertisement-poster-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 I’ll be seeing you tomorrow night, dahhhling. The Forum Shops, Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531481502-HSLQ7XZ3WJW89WDWV9MC/grindr-profile-hook-up-australian-tall-gay-queer-lgbt-lgbtq-dating-applas-vegas-nevada-america-the-strip-caesars-palace-mariah-carey-colosseum-%231-to-infinity-residency-advertisement-billboard-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Oh, I’ve got banter. This was Hayden’s Grindr profile. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531633396-9CLORY3026F7JQCULGOA/las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-ballys-vacation-hotel-room-suite-view-roof-mariah-carey-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 The view from our hotel room. Bally’s, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531659132-4RXQURRXYTNH1WHVOQC4/las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-holiday-vacation-casino-gamble-gremlins-slot-machine-penny-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Stopping for a penny slot on the way to dinner. The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531667782-Z6CHO0FD3O9NCVERVBFD/gremlin-gremlins-slot-machine-penny-gamble-casino-the-strip-funnylas-vegas-nevada-america-the-strip-caesars-palace-mariah-carey-colosseum-%231-to-infinity-residency-advertisement-billboard-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 How precious! The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531676658-3ZBKQD0048AXNUD3V5DA/las-vegas-nevada-kurt-casino-gremlin-slot-machine-penny-travel-holiday-selfielas-vegas-nevada-america-the-strip-caesars-palace-mariah-carey-colosseum-%231-to-infinity-residency-advertisement-billboard-xanax-xanxad-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Attempting to take a selfie with the girl Gremlin. The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531727546-KSL7PRQ67C4UST1FZ66M/las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-tour-residency-advertisement-billboard-close-up-zoom-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Excitement! The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531737076-K3IHKQCEVMRFHDDLHJMC/guy-fieri-las-vegas-kitchen-and-bar-restaurant-dinner-meal-the-strip-casino-gamble-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Fine dining. Guy Fieri’s Vegas Kitchen + Bar, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531748046-6BPE5M6U6N6A8PJV4W5A/guy-fieri-las-vegas-kitchen-and-bar-restaurant-dinner-meal-the-strip-casino-gamble-selfie-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Ready to experience “Flavortown.” Guy Fieri’s Vegas Kitchen + Bar, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531757247-QAK62DF4JCM210BBQTDR/guy-fieri-las-vegas-kitchen-and-bar-fishbowl-drink-alcohol-restaurant-dinner-meal-the-strip-casino-gamble-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Our drink. Guy Fieri’s Vegas Kitchen + Bar, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536592284760-6C2N1SDP1Z6L8243EM5K/guy-fieri-las-vegas-kitchen-and-bar-fishbowl-drink-alcohol-restaurant-dinner-meal-the-strip-casino-gamble-kurt-drinking-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Hydrating. Guy Fieri’s Vegas Kitchen + Bar, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531764386-1AXT7P9LE3FUDEOUGW7C/guy-fieri-las-vegas-kitchen-and-bar-restaurant-dinner-meal-burger-fries-drink-alcohol-the-strip-casino-gamble-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 My artery clogger, featuring Brittany’s fingers. Guy Fieri’s Vegas Kitchen + Bar, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531779131-GHM98ZY7XOICXND1ZJYD/las-vegas-nevada-fat-tuesday-alcohol-alcoholic-slushie-frozen-drink-drinks-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Fat Tuesday for dessert. The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531788347-UH0ZXOOWXT3Z2HFAGN43/jane-lynch-glee-jane-the-comeback-lisa-kudrow-madame-tussaud-tussauds-wax-museum-celebrity-wax-figure-the-strip-las-vegas-nevada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 We ran into Jane Lynch on our way to The Venetian. Madame Tussauds, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531803247-2KP8J9WP3M6VO1TFR772/1-las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-holiday-vacation-casino-gamble-drink-champagne-alcohol-free-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 When in Vegas! The Venetian, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531819930-USPVW1FLCIR8E0KZR9YQ/2-las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-holiday-vacation-casino-gamble-drink-champagne-alcohol-free-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Taking it all in. The Venetian, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536531829928-OSQBECL0GPXMUIMMHLUD/3-las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-holiday-vacation-casino-gamble-drink-champagne-alcohol-free-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 9 Having a moment. The Venetian, Las Vegas https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/10 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536606946240-O285VB5G1YL599AEIFNY/4-las-vegas-nevada-usa-america-the-strip-walking-summer-snapchat-ballys-hotel-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 Bally’s is the best kept secret pon de Strip. Bally’s, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607041651-3U5T8V7992M1OC5VIDC6/7-las-vegas-nevada-usa-america-the-strip-walking-snapchat-the-venetian-madame-tussauds-wax-museum-jane-lynch-glee-sue-sylvester-wax-figure-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 Sloppy freak show babies! Madame Tussauds, The Venetian https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607099064-PIXWN01VZQ3YYX5KLFCI/9-las-vegas-nevada-usa-america-the-strip-venetian-fat-tuesday-drinks-drink-alcohol-alcoholic-slushie-frozen-fat-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 The audacity. Fat Tuesday, The Venetian https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607365658-K446M1DB4LNIISHXMYZE/15-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-curtain-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 Showtime. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607562917-PJZ60P2OVEJ9F3A3G17W/19-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-opening-love-takes-time-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “Love Takes Time.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607574854-VIYP89PNSQV3F22YMWJ5/20-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-someday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “Someday.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607620139-04MPHT7CLYWYQE5ZO47G/22-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-i-dont-wanna-cry-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 An “emotional” introduction. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607732300-A4J7G8SDJJBY6CV0MY7G/25-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-michael-jackson-jackson-five-ill-be-there-cover-trey-lorenz-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “I’ll Be There” feat. Trey Lorenz. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607885642-NW8FR7PMX362UZAQRDHR/30-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-fantasy-old-dirty-bastard-odb-daydream-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 I’m in heaven. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536607939553-ZPD26F41D4DZKIMVA4H0/32-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-one-sweet-day-boyz-ii-men-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “One Sweet Day” feat. Trey Lorenz. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536608099691-5GD549VB8LM4T8402AAA/37-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-my-all-butterfly-album-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “My All.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536608153336-2K5VFNA6QF4EYRE0AKYY/39-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-heartbreaker-rainbow-bianca-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “Heartbreaker.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536608162304-ADJ6PI4JULQ7M08BL2FP/40-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-heartbreaker-rainbow-bianca-remix-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 “Heartbreaker.” Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536608464260-6ZKF7C6GQYWRGHXCLFZR/47-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-after-show-poster-billboard-kurt-pose-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 Finally having my moment. Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536608474027-T9PDEIBK6YI4X0AL7W58/48-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-concert-residency-show-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-casino-greatest-hits-number-ones-live-singing-performance-after-show-poster-billboard-kurt-pose-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 10 What a night. What a show! Mariah Carey #1 to Infinity, The Colosseum at Caesars Palace https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/11 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536692813716-UDY2U20BXK78RPCPM3W2/kurt-selfie-wynn-encore-buffet-las-vegas-nevada-usa-america-the-strip-breakfast-lunch-dinner-unlimited-alcohol-drinks-sin-city-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 11 Waiting to be seated. The Buffet at Wynn, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693287067-Y398PSVZMC18CXEX0YUH/kurt-selfie-fat-tuesday-las-vegas-nevada-the-strip-usa-america-frozen-alcohol-alcoholic-slushie-slushy-drink-vacation-holiday-snapchat-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 11 There’s always time for a Fat Tuesday! The Strip, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693484458-OIXYLCO8QABBO121ADTP/kurt-selfie-mermaid-statue-mirage-las-vegas-hotel-resort-casino-lobby-vegas-vacation-beverly-dangelo-chevy-chase-1997-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-1.jpg September - September 11 Caught in the selfie act. The Mirage, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693494421-NPIWOQABVL5DD1NW4111/kurt-selfie-mermaid-statue-mirage-las-vegas-hotel-resort-casino-lobby-vegas-vacation-beverly-dangelo-chevy-chase-1997-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-2.jpg September - September 11 This is the face of someone halfway through their Fat Tuesday. The Mirage, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693509052-6C4OTUWELOH865NMPLJS/kurt-selfie-mermaid-statue-mirage-las-vegas-hotel-resort-casino-lobby-vegas-vacation-beverly-dangelo-chevy-chase-1997-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-4.jpg September - September 11 Selfie #1. The Mirage, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693516141-VBK3JYZ8JSEX3GO0QDKU/kurt-selfie-mermaid-statue-mirage-las-vegas-hotel-resort-casino-lobby-vegas-vacation-beverly-dangelo-chevy-chase-1997-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-3.jpg September - September 11 Selfie #2. The Mirage, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693569599-EJMNU7G2LLL6ML0C2ZE0/mirage-las-vegas-hotel-resort-casino-lobby-bar-happy-hour-alcohol-alcoholic-drinks-promotion-promo-nevada-usa-america-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 11 Only in Vegas is there a 1 a.m. to 3 a.m. happy hour. The Mirage, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536693696259-KB6QAXBM11IR8N9RFE2X/the-strip-las-vegas-caesars-palace-colosseum-billboard-mariah-carey-%231-to-infinity-show-concert-residency-advertisement-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 11 Having a moment. The Strip, Las Vegas https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/12 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536767976243-HVZD4TE4TJX9VPRUOPYK/ballys-las-vegas-hotel-room-resort-bedroom-california-pizza-kitchen-take-out-happy-birthday-morning-after-hungover-leftovers-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 12 It was Brittany’s birthday today. I gifted her with my California Pizza Kitchen leftovers. Bally’s, Las Vegas https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536768076747-XO96KNSTBM90D1P1MCQK/ballys-las-vegas-nevada-roxane-water-h2o-bottle-jug-funny-nevada-america-usa-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 12 I don’t know why, but this bottle of “Roxane” water cracked me up this morning. Bally’s, Las Vegas https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/13 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536777801951-PBMF9B6OXA6PVMXUPBKO/freeman-formalwear-suit-tuxedo-rental-wedding-groom-groomsman-groomsmen-bride-bridesmaid-bridesman-fitting-toronto-summer-september-kurt-mirror-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 13 Getting fitted for my wedding suit. Freeman Formalwear & Tuxedo Rentals, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536777823734-NUSMRGDAPLH4B19WH1RF/freeman-formalwear-suit-tuxedo-rental-wedding-groom-groomsman-groomsmen-bride-bridesmaid-bridesman-fitting-toronto-summer-september-kurt-mirror-selfie-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-2.jpg September - September 13 I told the sales associate to have everything tailored one size smaller. I’m hoping to deflate by September 24. Freeman Formalwear & Tuxedo Rentals, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/14 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/15 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/16 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536780123873-Y0MSB2GCDMME1WW7A8YF/kurt-clubhouse-office-selfie-thumbs-up-smile-iphone-camera-photo-picture-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 16 Realizing it’s Butterfly Day. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536780138801-I6MUGOJN7WFKKXQR3TVG/kurt-clubhouse-office-selfie-thumbs-up-smile-iphone-camera-photo-picture-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-2.jpg September - September 16 Realizing I need better lighting for Butterfly Day. 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Party Bus https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536819720520-9NF2AYFWGYKX711GJFOG/wedding-wine-table-dinner-reception-red-wine-vino-bottle-mariah-carey-pinot-grigio-emc2-migrate-snapchat-photo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 24 This is a Mariah Carey reference (below). Kate’s Wedding https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536819747738-11A5TCZDYOH78VVWWXG1/wedding-dinner-reception-party-kids-meal-chicken-fingers-fries-ketchup-children-snapchat-kurt-best-friend-single-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 24 My kid’s meal dinner. It was delicious. Kate’s Wedding https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536819779623-1ELTO0AFZ73ACOVHSXNP/kurt-wedding-reception-marriage-dinner-bridal-party-first-dance-emotional-best-friend-bridesmaid-bridesman-groomsman-groomsmen-single-gay-candid-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 24 Tearing up at Adam’s dance with his mom. Kate’s Wedding https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/25 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/26 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/27 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536822385357-JDNAJFJI89FVIUO2V4HL/kurt-selfie-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-witch-cave-church-wellesley-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-village-bed-eating-spoon-ice-cream-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-1.jpg September - September 27 Eating in bed. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536822394286-83BB3MWFXRW0MQX5JS3M/kurt-selfie-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-witch-cave-church-wellesley-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-village-bed-eating-spoon-ice-cream-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude-2.jpg September - September 27 Having a moment with myself. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/28 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/29 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/september/30 monthly 0.5 2019-09-28 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536825879349-CEGVW15UA3F4JXJUAST1/clubhouse-toronto-work-office-back-room-break-stamps-mail-room-envelopes-canada-post-frugal-cheap-budget-kurt-task-job-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 30 Peeling stamps for Big Bird. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1536825887940-QGD1GLZ0KZ07TJ1IL7MX/clubhouse-toronto-work-job-break-room-lunch-salad-peanut-butter-and-jelly-sandwich-whole-wheat-presidents-choice-health-meal-vegetarian-veggie-large-massive-bowl-kurt-weight-loss-diet-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg September - September 30 My standard salad and PB&J on multigrain lunch. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december daily 0.75 2019-01-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543812053544-YQS9JW5PDNP8GNPBC305/december-month-quote-cover-social-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/1 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/2 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/3 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543095891119-EWMRY9395REX3HT7VSY1/imessage-iphone-apple-text-message-conversation-chat-booty-call-hook-up-friend-boyfriend-dating-grumpy-screenshot-facetime-sexting-chat-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 3 Must be Saturday! Another well-timed message from Grumpy. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/4 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543097715339-AIDAWDYP4D1Y17S1A8AN/iphone-imessage-group-chat-family-mom-dad-brother-parents-conversation-dinner-plans-screenshot-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 4 Making tonight’s dinner plans. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/5 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/6 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543182352495-D1GWSZ0WJWQIE896ICDR/good-mornting-britney-spears-mtv-video-music-awards-warped-edited-filterd-red-carpet-photo-picture-funny-humor-humour-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 6 Today’s “Good Mornting” post on Facebook. I like to spam my friends’ social media timelines with these morphed photos of celebrities every morning at work. It helps make my day go by faster. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543182366908-1PA6HRL9XL5JL2D08QSE/grindr-profile-photo-pic-embiggen-toronto-online-dating-app-chat-conversation-sexting-hook-up-relationship-toronto-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-church-wellesley-village-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 6 After 2.5 years of living at the Witch Cave, I finally found my neighbor on Grindr. Should I make a move? Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/7 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543182978736-U49R14CV1CSDP5XLXMXA/good-mornting-beyonce-knowles-walking-blonde-ponytail-hunch-hoodie-sunglasses-lemonade-warped-edited-filtered-photo-picture-funny-humor-humour-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 7 Good Mornting. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543182990571-PQN8AMKDPL6KQ3LRSYR0/edna-turnblad-hairspray-costume-tracy-john-travolta-baltimore-john-waters-zac-efron-nikki-blonski-musical-sparkle-sequin-dress-drag-queen-high-school-teenager-mister-pinkys-hefty-hideaway-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-youth-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 7 Welcome to the ‘60s! This is 17-year-old moi dressed as John Travolta’s “Edna Turnblad” from 2007’s Hairspray. Newmarket, Ontario https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/8 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398216534-5JK5BC0530YNOBKDIB8D/1-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 I took some furniture photos this morning. Hoping to sell or trade things online. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398234701-S2PE13ZM1AX59ML54HK9/2-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 This couch had a good run. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398254354-XNE4DXLWEV9IPSS9WNOW/3-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Hence the blanket. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398276365-4FIYJPH3KFJZUDUDH2RI/4-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 My couch. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398291502-EFQALLZIS8R837517CIN/5-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 I planned on selling the mattress – until I saw what it looked like underneath my sheets. There’s a lot of blood, sweat, tears, and urine in that thing. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544398307877-2JX648L0F7VZB0CTVY26/6-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Classic IKEA. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369406589-ZSZC7FA1WH0FUFNMPHV6/image-asset.jpeg December - December 8 One of today’s “Good Mornting” Facebook posts. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369416576-NLSZPJLAGZ1ORXG0T6XV/7-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 After work, I photographed the Witch Cave to document my first solo apartment. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369434222-ZXRTDKL7V6WD7LVCACX1/8-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Couch, kitchen, and my one real window. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369445184-NQHNV43Z4GN5B89HDHG5/9-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Magic closet. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369454854-X8PHZ5QC3AYUYTWX3BPM/10-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 A lot of memories. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369463732-QXLE0BP8E20IBH4YAKHQ/11-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 It’s very small. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369475010-18HFQ8FL6K8YCG2NW4RW/12-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Kitchen. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543455922233-4PBRWM4LHZ6IJZ65SI1F/13-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Everyone should own a Jessica Rabbit bottle opener. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369498301-67IS1JVKX6LQQF44S4KW/14-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Good times. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369508975-T3JCNFSCTGL555QFFNWU/15-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 View from the couch. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369526201-WDBWPYP0HIJLIYLB226K/16-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 The grotto. 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Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369721669-KE1DGABCDUQHRGUW1X9P/19-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Bathroom. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543369856591-N3KHR6WWRAVQ9SSSUAVH/toronto-gay-bar-o-gradys-pub-church-wellesley-village-lgbt-lgbtq-drag-queen-show-rupaul-drinks-mother-mom-son-night-out-friends-family-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 8 Drinkin’ sangria with Mom. O’Grady’s on Church, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/9 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543371594923-6KDJFUUYDNB5ECZTVAC7/beverley-hotel-toronto-boutique-queen-street-west-downtown-streetcar-ttc-transit-shopping-nightlife-restaurants-beverly-dangelo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 9 They spelled my name (Beverly D’Angelo) wrong. Rude. Queen Street West, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/10 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452299944-2QQ7Y0SJOMNFEJMWML0D/1-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 For Sale: Freshly disinfected mattress. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452315934-S06Z5FYOH55LB38K2GHK/2-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 Look how it shines! Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452325703-QITYL4N8IPS6N8014IKD/3-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 For Sale: IKEA bed frame. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452347977-3W2XV7X6ZOB9OBKV1KTR/4-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 Gutted. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452356911-VZ2VM4QK9HSQSLTLXH23/5-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 Empty. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452387253-R4X90XAY9412LKIPJ9B2/6-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 That’s a wrap. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452404099-XSKR9DCBQV40ZBWFSGB6/7-toronto-apartment-studio-bachelor-rental-unit-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-witch-cave-leather-couch-rug-bed-mattress-ikea-kitchen-bathroom-moving-out-craigslist-kijiji-selling-sale-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 End of an era. Witch Cave, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452416375-S2ODOQ6DFB8CE8QYPRJ4/gollum-smeagol-lord-of-the-rings-the-hobbit-creature-movie-film-andy-serkis-novel-literature-jrr-tolkien-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 I love Gollum. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543452426749-CMX5AEDIEMWR4CZR3SL5/toronto-hotel-suite-room-bedroom-bed-hilton-downtown-iphone-selfie-camera-kurt-yalittlenasty-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-photo-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 10 Enjoying my hotel room and new hair. Hilton Toronto, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/11 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/12 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/13 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543455100209-8A0AGN1OIAYKN3S8NKMR/toronto-hilton-downtown-hotel-free-breakfast-restaurant-cafe-potatoes-bacon-eggs-fruit-complimentary-continental-hot-food-pastries-hilton-honors-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 13 Enjoying my free breakfast. Thanks, Mom! Hilton Toronto, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1544753010181-WRCBRACFT3O2W8TFZ6N7/wendy-williams-good-mornting-photo-warped-photoshop-halloween-star-trek-show-daytime-tv-interview-costume-edited-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.png December - December 13 Good Mornting. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543455115537-JG52WI2AFVRX64LKGLX9/anna-nicole-smith-paparazzi-photo-ass-butt-pose-tattoo-underwear-thong-jeans-boobs-breasts-blonde-trimspa-funny-humor-humour-celebrity-reality-tv-playboy-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 13 How I feel about work. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/14 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543457820900-SJ0IL1S1V3I12HL0GO7P/grindr-conversation-text-chat-dating-app-hook-up-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-love-romance-boyfriend-sex-sexting-erin-brockovich-ghost-of-grindrs-past-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 14 I received this message from Spencer Grant on Grindr today. Truth be told, I really want to watch Erin Brockovich again. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/15 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543458470186-PQCY7BFBKZQ6JL6J56PV/grindr-conversation-text-chat-dating-app-hook-up-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-queer-love-romance-boyfriend-sex-sexting-bev-beverly-dangelo-joke-nickname-test-flirting-ghost-of-grindrs-past-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 15 My “Bev” nickname seems to be catching on. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543458568731-YNTG7UZTDMYA5XCYJB17/moving-out-first-apartment-tour-goodbye-goodnight-last-moment-end-of-an-era-new-chapter-new-beginning-empty-toronto-church-wellesley-village-gay-lgbt-lgbtq-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 15 Goodnight. Witch Cave, Toronto https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/16 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543459815161-1OAB814LXYQKDYWKRUU6/good-mornting-kurt-morphed-photo-picture-pose-app-facebook-instagram-snapchat-twitter-fun-house-yalittlenasty-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 16 Good Mornting. The Clubhouse, Toronto https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1543459823746-CISI19SS2DX4EEEWHJY4/new-york-city-manhattan-december-christmas-holiday-decorations-festive-central-park-street-light-lights-bulbs-trees-memories-night-evening-late-love-romance-romantic-visit-vacation-holiday-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 16 Memories. Central Park, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/17 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545091057805-OFGHSTTA1LG4CNBORZXW/new-york-city-nyc-apartment-co-op-midtown-hells-kitchen-christmas-tree-snapchat-pensive-moment-yalittlenasty-vacation-holiday-christmas-mariah-carey-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 17 Moments. Always moments. Aaron’s Apartment, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545091077207-N6ZBVFQEVQURJFXUN6OX/kurt-nanny-fran-fine-drescher-sylvia-grandma-yetta-90s-tv-television-show-photoshop-collage-grindr-tinder-online-dating-app-profile-photo-picture-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 17 Updating my Grindr and Tinder profiles. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545100739753-B971X65E90D5TZU7ALQ0/3-new-york-city-christmas-december-mariah-carey-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-a-night-of-joy-and-festivity-concert-performance-show-special-beacon-theater-theatre-stage-mc-red-curtain-festive-decorations-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 17 Showtime. Beacon Theatre, New York City https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545100785045-JDLGDORBG4L0SCUE6LMD/4-new-york-city-christmas-december-mariah-carey-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-a-night-of-joy-and-festivity-concert-performance-show-special-beacon-theater-theatre-apple-iphone-imessage-text-message-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sle.jpg December - December 17 Derek is also in New York City this weekend. These iMessages are me letting him know about my plans after he messaged me on Facebook. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545102826556-46M3WY7A0QB2LXE1TJ41/22-new-york-city-christmas-december-mariah-carey-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-a-night-of-joy-and-festivity-concert-performance-show-special-beacon-theater-theatre-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 17 Grand finale. Beacon Theatre, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/18 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545171768626-PDD0NKWED2AZQXO8QJ91/5-text-message-iphone-imessage-mother-son-party-morning-after-drinking-drunk-fun-time-relationship-family-vacation-holiday-new-york-city-nyc-manhattan-usa-kurt-mom-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 18 Giving Mom an update. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545171778601-DWR9DP75YOAXCACKMCJY/6-facetime-video-iphone-call-phone-conversation-missed-connection-friend-friends-chat-kurt-greg-new-york-city-nyc-manhattan-brooklyn-usa-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 18 Attempting to call Greg. No answer. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/19 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/20 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545268418549-X3JZ6Z50R9NJ1W89RQ3U/mariah-carey-merry-christmas-tree-aspen-2016-festive-moment-lights-holiday-colorado-decorations-home-airbnb-stella-plaid-celebration-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 20 Feeling festive. Aspen, Colorado https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545268441311-MWH8RNY13ZTWFPG3URBU/apple-iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-screenshot-mom-mother-son-bev-beverly-dangelo-joke-family-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 20 It seems as though “Bev” is catching on a little too well. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545268447858-9ATJDYP50771L8CYSW2Z/image-asset.jpeg December - December 20 An iMessage conversation with Dan from this evening. No arguments here. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/21 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545269327544-D0YG6JF0N9RLI0KOFTCF/new-york-city-world-trade-center-twin-tower-towers-ground-zero-nine-eleven-9-11-911-manhattan-terrorist-attack-september-11-2001-one-world-trade-center-downtown-manhattan-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 21 Looking for a new H&M location to visit. One World Trade Center, New York City https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/22 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/23 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545270097104-XB33XVYO8ULBZF9CUE2Z/hilton-breakfast-buffet-free-honors-honours-rewards-fruit-bacon-hotel-suite-markham-ontario-canada-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 23 Free breakfast! Hilton, Markham https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545270117072-XQ2ESUU0HAPMYUQZF7MD/cat-pet-tabby-tabitha-feline-kitty-kitten-travel-car-vacation-christmas-holiday-family-road-trip-toronto-montreal-trans-canada-highway-401-december-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 23 En route to Montreal with precious cargo. Highway 401, Ontario https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545270175733-F8H1TJB5O09LTA5ECW35/apple-iphone-imessage-text-message-conversation-screenshot-conversation-exchange-friends-regret-remorse-apology-apologize-love-friendship-christmas-holiday-december-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 23 Aaron’s response to this morning’s message. https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/24 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545273094541-VLJL1JJ6OYE89DUN2TRN/mariah-carey-bojack-horseman-netflix-christmas-santa-monica-california-winter-summer-all-i-want-for-christmas-is-you-cartoon-animation-drawing-horse-diva-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 24 Merry Christmas from Mariah Carey and BoJack Horseman. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545273105202-OKCD4297VAB40CDVUX1P/national-lampoon-christmas-vacation-beverly-dangelo-chevy-chase-holiday-festive-movie-classic-goodnight-sleep-tight-sparky-christmas-eve-idol-diva-bev-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 24 “Sparky….” Walkers’ House, Montreal https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/25 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545279790764-LOQ39IKNY17ZI2E7ABLM/twisted-cheese-coffee-cup-mug-morning-breakfast-christmas-day-december-holiday-family-syrian-middle-east-eastern-tradition-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 25 “Twisted Cheese” – a family tradition. Walkers’ House, Montreal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545279805213-ILDD4B2D849NGBBMOPM2/kurt-iphone-selfie-mariah-carey-camp-mariah-sweatshirt-twisted-cheese-coffee-cup-mug-morning-breakfast-christmas-day-december-holiday-family-syrian-middle-east-eastern-tradition-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 25 Breakfast before presents. Walkers’ House, Montreal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545280075564-VQJADF43WBBJ59LCYZU3/image-asset.jpeg December - December 25 The baby girl. My everything. Walkers’ House, Montreal https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545280107681-E342VJ380YSW6R70V3UK/lord-of-the-rings-gollum-smeagol-precious-preciouses-mask-costume-halloween-scary-spooky-hobbit-christmas-gift-amazon-wish-list-montreal-christmas-morning-yalittlenasty-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 25 Good mornting. Walkers’ House, Montreal https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/26 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/27 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/28 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545281872800-74EY15AVKRAQSFWSRZP4/image-asset.jpeg December - December 28 Pon de road again. Montreal, Quebec https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545281868898-JPZD79XREJTEZRF4O8JD/cat-pet-tabby-tabitha-kitten-kitty-feline-spca-ospca-adoption-rescue-hotel-hilton-bed-hiding-funny-tail-furry-bedroom-suite-christmas-december-holiday-vacation-travel-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 28 Playing with Tabitha back “home.” Hilton, Markham https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/29 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/30 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545282619356-SE38DB9PMJVHWRAA335L/kurt-iphone-selfie-mirror-photo-hm-coat-haircut-faux-fake-fur-jacket-winter-christmas-new-year-years-december-hilton-hotel-suite-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 30 My preciouses. It’s mine! Hilton, Markham https://sleeplesssolitude.com/december/31 monthly 0.5 2019-10-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545282935686-GPGVBKIMP1OYVQX85TE7/ginny-weasley-harry-potter-and-the-chamber-of-secrets-jk-rowling-tom-riddle-diary-voldemort-evil-journal-writing-basilisk-bonnie-wright-gryffindor-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 31 Genuine imagery of me holding my journal, as sent by Dan. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1545282943363-78C8UKD5DPMW0UDQUHS4/ginny-weasley-harry-potter-and-the-chamber-of-secrets-jk-rowling-bonnie-wright-gryffindor-tom-riddle-diary-voldemort-evil-journal-writing-basilisk-fang-kill-poison-venom-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg December - December 31 Goodnight xo https://sleeplesssolitude.com/about daily 0.75 2019-09-15 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525879866816-VFPAZ3VXVYDOWV1VAOIW/about-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg About https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5a22ee2ac027d848cc8f8a3d/1525879952504-RIIFUFEKBLN55OP94NZN/about-kurt-xanax-xanaxd-millennial-sleepless-solitude.jpg About